anxious thoughts. thats all. i have to keep telling myself that all the time. my biggest fears are going crazy and hurting myself or others, ending up in a mental hospital, becoming schizophrenic. some other thoughts i have is am i ever going to get better, will i ever be able to eat normally again, and the most annoying one is my brain keeps telling me that i dont love my fiance, even though there is no reason for me not to and i know in my heart that i really do lve him. anyone else ever have ANY of these???
Thank you for responding cnote. I started seeing one several weeks ago, as am atter of fact i'm seeing him today in a little while. I'll be sure to mention this.
You've got a little bit of a mental problem. Not MENTAL problem lol. I shouldnt put it like that.
You have a irrational thinking problem is what I'm trying to say.
You should laugh about it instead. It will make you feel better. Good therapy. I always joke around with my buddies at work... those always give me a hard time saying stuff like "OH NO! WE'RE GOING TO GIVE CHRIS A PANIC ATTACK!" LOL. I just laugh about it, and I think its funny.
Have you ever seen a therapist before? I bet that would help a lot.
Today was Horrible everyone, I watched A Beautiful Mind and for the rest of the day I was scared I was gonna go crazy and become Schizophrenic. It loooked so scary I hope I'm not that.
why am i going through this
I have dealt with this for years now Robbed718. It doesnt neccisarily happen when im anxious, but I do have regular thoughts about becoming some sort of monster. I am to known as a very nice patient sweet fun loving guy, but I am afraid that some day I don't know maybe ill go nuts and kill my wife or hurt my son or something like that. I have had the fears of becoming a murderer or a rapist or something like that. I mean just completely random, having no link to me or my personality at all.