Schizophrenia ??????

[John23a]

Hello Everyone

Few months ago i had an anxiety attack and i thought something is wrong with my health. So i did an CT scan from my head and a MRI from my neck thinking it might be a tumor and i did a full blood test. My doctor told me its all my thoughts and its because of my anxiety. I had a very hard 4 weeks of constant anxiety going to the emergency room 4 times for no reason during those 4 weeks. This was 5-6 months ago. Its been 3 days now that i'm starting to feel some symptoms of anxiety but i believe i will get through this just like how i did 6 months ago. But im happy its not that bad. The only symptom i have right now is feeling of depersonalization. I randomly researched about Schizophrenia just to see what it is and i'm freaking out right now. Most the early symptoms is what i have. Is it possible that i have Schizophrenia or im getting Schizophrenia? disordered thinking, depersonalization, depersonalization, lack of pleasure in everyday life, feels extremely suspicious to what my girlfriend does and etc. Could it be Schizophrenia? please let me know im freakin outt

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[John23a]

these are few other symptoms that i have and i just wanted to add to my forum..sorry for the separate posts

- i always feel that my girlfriend is cheating on me when i know she isnt but even when she talks to her cousin i think somethings goin on between them and i just hate the fact that i always feel suspicious when i know shes not the cheating type of girl

- i was feeling very well for 2-3 months but i started having the depersonalization feeling again

- when i wake up i have this pain in my heart and its like a sharp pain..i usually get it when i want to go to bed and when i wake up

- sometimes i feel like im dead and im just two eyes watching this world..like im doing somethin and suddenly i feel empty..i feel like i dont exist and i feel like its all a dream..

- sometimes i feel like im goin crazy..i cant focus on one thought

i just hate the fact that i was feeling great a week ago and now im starting to get the symptoms again..i wish i never did drugs..because i think thats the main reason that i got my first panic attack which caused my anxiety..i did a lot of ecstasy and weed for a year and i stopped..but i had 4-5 bad trips and twice i had to go to hospital because of it..im glad that i stopped but i just wish i could get rid of my anxiety..i thought it was gone..and tonight i started tripping out over the fact that i  might be having the early symptoms of Schizophrenia..im 19 by the way

[John23a]

oh and today i was driving and all of sudden i felt like im dead..i felt like i'm just seeing the world around me but i dont exist..it was a really strange feeling..i thought like im empty and i just have two eyes..is this something that anxiety might cause? im scared i have Schizophrenia