I just came by this site this morning and I just wanted to vent and get feed back. Over the past year I have had so much stress,3 friends have passed,my friends son,the birth of my daughter,gallbladder attacks,bowel attacks,cousin going into cardiac arrest while giving birth to her child,my uncle having a stroke (still in hospital),another uncle died (4days ago) and now my grandfather is going to pass anytime now, not to mention the normal daily stresses of life of raising 3 kids and trying to get myself better. I have gotten 4.5hrs of sleep in 5 days, I am totally terrified to go to sleep most nights, those 4.5hrs of sleep I napped during the day so my husband could keep an eye on me, and it deffinetly don't help when I go for surgery to have my gallbladder removed next week. I am sooo tired and have no idea how I can get sum shut eye, I have tried a hot bath, walking,exercising,reading,watching tv,playing games, and just sitting to try and bore myself but nothing seems to help. Sorry for going on and on I am just so frustrated,confused,sad,scared,angry.
Thanks for listening,
babyblue120