I'd be appalled as well, but when you say you've been doing this for years under a doctor's care and it worked for you and you've had no adverse consequences, I'm wondering why change now? If this appalling combination was going to affect you adversely it would have done so already. I can't imagine anyone doing this, as you've probably totally burned out your brain's ability to adapt to stress and your GABA system is probably toast, or else you just have an iron constitution and can do just about anything. There are people like this, like people who can eat the hottest peppers and love them. To me, any damage has already been done if there has been any, so again, why change now if it's working? I'd consult a different psychiatrist and get a second opinion. If you do stop one of the benzos, I'd do it very very very slowly -- you're on very high dosages and the current psychiatrist is putting you on a very high dose of clonazepam, which seems to me to be as dangerous as what you're already doing. But you don't want to go through the withdrawal that's likely to happen if you just stop, although given your ability to handle what you're taking now, maybe you're just immune to the side effects of benzos. I'd play it safe if it were me. I have to tell you, I had a quack put me on Xanax while I was on clonazepam, and it gave me a nice new set of phobias to go with the ones I already had. Very stupid experience for me, at least.