Hi, am new here. Have had depression for 10 years. been married for 22 years. I fell in love with someone years ago, am still in love with him. he would'nt leave wife for me back then. now all of a sudden, it's just me and hubby. we sleep in seperate rooms,have"nt had sex in years. I feel like i made a big mistake. now am miserable and stuck where i am at. I am so lonely. help