i cant my mums got the house phone and shes assleep i dont really want her knowing bout all this i wish i could go to the doctors now im so scared i never thought it would have got this bad im too scared to even try and get back to sleep been having too many nightmares lately too and the thing i hat is it seems so reall!!
See if there is a crisis hotline you can call now so that someone can talk you down from where you are right now. I have followed the posts and honestly, we cannot do anything from here except reassure you that things can get better. They WILL get better if you try. And I know sometimes you don't feel like trying but you have to force yourself. Don't give in and don't give up. You have an entire life ahead of you and it CAN and WILL be a good one if you get yourself some help.
i think ive just had a panick attack ive never felt anything like this i have no one to speak to asd its 2 am if anyone could inbox me id be very gratefull as im kind of scared right now!!
account now deleted good bye for now.
thanks for all your advice your all such loverly people!! but im fine i don't need to go see anyone thanks for all your time though.