Im a 18 yr old female with really bad anxiety and anger issues. When i was 15 i became a meth addict, im almost sure thats when the anxiety and anger issues came about. Fast forward a few months, i realized i needed help so i talked to my dad about it & he turned his back on me which made my habbit just worse and i dropped out of high school. I became friends with a woman who is 12 years older than me and we became so close, she was there for me and took me to this place for drug counseling...it worked for about 3 months then i relapsed. Anyways i turned 18 not long ago & been clean since September 23, 2015. I thought my anxiety & anger issues were just because of the meth so i thought it would stop after i stopped using but it got worse. For example when anyone says anything to me i get so mad that i feel irritated and super annoyed idk why and im sure it makes me seem like a total ***** when in reality i dont mean to be that way and that has caused me to not socialize with anyone i hardly even speak to my family even though we live in the same house. And quite often i get like anxiety attacks or so i think thats what they are...for instance, earlier today i was watching tv and there was a song on a commercial and the song sounded so dumb that i was livid & then suddenly felt worried for no reason, i felt my heart beat getting faster, i felt as if i can barely breathe i was hyperventalating (idk if thats spelled correct), i got cold chills, i felt like my mind was racing like i was going crazy so i started crying so hard and started punching myself on my head & face. Sometimes those symptoms happen for no reason especially when im trying to concentrate on falling alseep (i have an extremely difficult time falling asleep & staying asleep). I get these anxiety attacks about 5 times a week...anyways i dont even know if this is anxiety i think it is but honestly i dont know whats wrong with me but most importantly, i dont know how to stop this and now depressions kicking in big time...i been thinking so much lately on going back to meth but the only reason i havent used is because of my dog, i call her my therapy dog i became sooooo attached to her that i feel as if shes my child so to me if i go back to meth that means im letting her down so thats why i havent. Oh and i have a boyfriend whom i been with for 10 months but these problems in my head constantly create drama between me and him which makes me feel worse. I just need some advice or something please. Does anyone know what the **** is going on with me? Please help