ok, so I've posted a few times on here in the past and I got some excellent advise from the people here and I appreciate it enormously. I have gotten a handle on my anxiety since then, or so I thought. I have been having the strangest things happen to me lately and I feel like i'm starting to fall back into the anxiety trap again. so here goes ...
I was driving a few nights ago and out of the blue, it felt like my head was vibrating. I started to see little black spots and little color spots in front of my face and i felt dizzy. I also could barely feel my legs. I wasn't upset or anything, i was listening to the radio on my way home. I tried to talk my way out of it, and I'm proud of myself for not pulling over or passing out. It felt like someone had cracked an egg on the back of my head and let it ooze down. That's the best i can describe the tingling i felt that preceeded this.
Then yesterday, I was driving again, and I started to feel foggy in the head like i couldn't focus, and i got the tingly feelings on my scalp again. it wasn't as bad as the first time, but it scared me again. The rest of the day I felt not myself, and the top of my chest is numb.
Today, I woke up feeling fine, but I was driving to my kids daycare and I went to scratch my face and I can't feel it. not like it's tingly ... like it's not there. The same now with my arms from shoulders to elbow, the top of my chest, and part of my right hand.
I don't know what to do now, i feel lost ... again. it took me FOREVER to get over what the doctor's told me was anxiety (like 7 months) I'm not on any meds now, (thankfully) I had my heart checked and it's great, I'm a 23 year old overweight mother of two.
the only other thing i can think of to mention is the fact that i have a congenital cavernous hemangioma on the anterior part of the medulla of my brain stem. It has bled into my brain before and caused similar numbness and tingling, but I am wondering if this can be all symptoms of anxiety. I don't think i'm an overly stressed person, but I was surprised to get diagnosed in the first place with it. I know a little of this is anxiety because I have been having PVC's that are so forceful they send tingly's down my arms and make me woozy for a second. and when it happens, i get a feeling in my chest that feels like i'm falling. i've tried so hard to conquer this for my husband and my children. I am just unsure now that it was worth anytihng to fight so hard. and advice??