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ok what is wrong with me?

Digestive problems, food intolerance (lactose,fructose,sucrose,gluten)
Mind does not shut up..EVER
Feel wound up like something is going to happen
Feel restless,empty, bored, agitated yet sometimes too happy
cant focus yet hyperfocus on one thing like ocd, (list of to dos, regrets, who am i,etc)
overwhelmed just cant see the point of anything
want everything to be perfect and when something goes wrong cant stand it
stay up till 3 am everynight, then sleep 12 hours still tired when I wake
cant hold a job because cant focus and shut off my thoughts
no job cause might miss something at home
spend 2-3 hours going over a list to dos (same last almost for 8 years)
spend to much time on 1 thing, takes me 6-7 hours to clean car..has 2 be perfect
most people consider me selfish,miserable,complainer, other words wont say here
still feel like I am 13 even though I am 38
obsessed with sex, self pleasure 3 times daily everyday atleast last 10 years
like a drill seargent with my kids and if they get a scar or  a cavity I feel I failed
sometimes love my family, sometimes have fantasized about leaving them
sometimes obsessed with body, will focus on body part for day , 12 hours mirror
get money in hand and feel like trump even if its only a few hundred dollars
still figuring out my beliefs, dress code, personality, vocation and religion


PLEASE HELP, THE WORST PART IS MY MIND IS LIKE A TV, CONCERT AND RADIO ALL ON AT ONCE...I CANT TAKE MUCH MORE...
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Wow!  That is a lot for one person to handle, it is like you never have peace.  I am sure that it is very tiring.  It is a terrible feeling when you can't turn your mind off.  I am sure that you have considered getting yourself to a psychiatrist to be diagnosed, but your symtpoms sound very much like OCD (like you have said) and possibly adult ADD.  I am a teacher and have had students with ADD or ADHD and seem to have similar symptoms as you.  Do you take any prescription medication?  I hope that you get help and feel better soon.  I know that there is lots of help out there for your situation.  Please go and get it.
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I agree 100% with Ryan.  Your symptoms do not match anxiety and you display some characteristics or bi-polar disorder amongst other things.  A psychiatrist will be able to provide you with an accurate diagnosis and treatment program so you can get your life back together.  Printing out your post, as suggested by Ryan, is a GREAT idea.
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