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[nycguy3]

I recently went to a quest diagnostics lab for and hiv test. the result was negative. now im worried that they used a dirty needle or syringe. im feeling like i have to wait another 3 months to take another hiv test because of this. the stress is killing me. how do i get through this. I know the way i am, i wont be totally stress free until i get tested from my family doctor. im new to anxiety this is my first time having anxiety, iv learned it is very powerfull. id appreciate any responses. thank you.

[lonewolf07]

Wait and have the test re-done if you are concerned.  HIV/AIDS is a frightening disease.  Don't listen to those who act like "tough guys" about having repeated tests - and they are out there.  There are also caring and understanding people who can give you reliable information about HIV/AIDS.  If having the test re-done helps you - do it.  I doubt they used dirty needles or anything but for those of us with anxiety, every frightening possibility comes to mind.

When I saw the movie "Philadelphia" about AIDS - I broke out into a rash which I still have and the chances that I have AIDS is zero.  That is how powerful our minds can be.

[mungies77]

Hi there, I cannot tell you how many times I have read this EXACT blog entry on this website. It's really amazing how alike anxiety cases are!!! You, I and many other anxiety sufferers have suffered this same paranoia... While I can tell you that Quest Diagnostics is a very reputable business, it won't make you feel better... If you really think that getting tested by your family doctor will make a difference, by all means- do it! However, I htink that you have health anxiety. Once this HIV fear is quelled, you will most likely develop a new one (as I and many other health anxiety sufferers have done.) I would suggest doing what you can to alleviate your anxiety for the moment, but I would definitely seek therapy.
Good luck!