I can't live like this, I think im going crazy.

[mikaelaneedshelp]

always had anxiety.

For the past week its gotten to the point where there is this HORRIBLE Pressure in my head,
I almost passed out twice in class (well it felt like) And I would just have to walk out and go to the bathroom and I would start crying from the pressure in my head.
Even when I dont have the headache or feel anxious, My mind is so off, It's hard to think or put my thoughts together.
I have memory loss, It takes too much effort in my mind to remember things, Like If i think about yesterday It's a blur.
HORRIBLE Nausea as well,
These fleeting thoughts of going crazy, I think i am honestly.
I see things different then i used to, almost like im always crossing my eyes, (not double vision)
As we speak I feel the pressure in my head that usually brings on a panic attack.

I try to sleep all the time cause the only time i don't panic is right after i wake up,
Then I think about it and panic.



I can't continue this, it's eating my up inside.

I can't eat or do anything.




I even panic when I think of things I like to do, Or places I like to visit, OR even the guy I like?
It's so weird.

I dont like people to talk to me, I don't like these horrible shakes and headaches.



I feel like ive killed aTON Of brain cells as I read slower, and think slower.

PLEASE HELP ME!?
Cant live like this.
Is there any hope?
Is this more than anxiety
I just cant clear my mind, it feels exhausted all the time, Please please help me.

[mikaelaneedshelp]

Thanks for all your answers,
Im getting blood work done tomorrow,

Sometimes when im distracted I feel okay, then I remember I have an anxiety problem,

and then I panic.

It's making it hard to even go to school.
I can't stop thinking about panicking and worrying that im not normal?
Any suggestions, or can anybody relate?

Im on visaril but it doesnt do much, and Im pretty much against meds, my mom just couldnt handle seeing me cry all the time.

[bigdoug75]

i know how u feel i to get the weird pressure in my head and it makes my eyes cross sometimes like when im driving or reading i also get a weird dizzy feeling . i have anxiety on and off for 13 years its crazy what our mind can do to us. hope u get better

[Mikey17]

Anxiety does bring about physical symptoms in some cases.. also our imagination can be so strong it puts us into certain mindstates and we begin to believe that we have problems that dont exist.. You might have a minor physical problem or something and your blowing it out of proportion with the additional stress and anxiety.. when your mind is set to a certain thing you will think about it alot and this could explain why it seems everything you do and think about is different or strange ( because your focusing on it too much)
Im not a doctor but it sounds like you might have a blood pressure problem or something? it sounds physical.. which generally means its quite treatable ..

I highly suggest you see a doctor.. your anxiety is just an addition .. when you find out whats actually wrong ( if there is something wrong) you will know.. and this will rid you of your anxiety and confusion

[DJ873]

not sure i can tell you what is wrong, i do know anxiety can bring all this crap that makes you feel like you are crazy and dying. Is there a counselor you can talk to? Your doctor?  We all go thru lots of hell and using this forum is a huge step for support. Remember thoughts can't hurt you or kill you. They are only thoughts