Please.....Help me!!!! Panick attack??!!!!!!!!!

[mishymoshymarcy]

Today was my second day of school. It was horrible!! I was anxious! But not like normal or general anxiety that most students gets when starting school again. Goodness, i am sure it was nowwhere near that.
It was this PAIN that ruined my entire day. It would go away for a few minutes during class, then come back striaght afterwards. Although it basically dissappeared during lunch and recess, but when classes began again, there it was. I wanted to run into the toilets or run somewhere where i could be alone.... THEN SCREAM!! or cry, if i could. I find that also it is beginning to give me shortness of breath, i mean i just feel like i have to puff in order feel better. If it was the slightest bit strong, i bet i would have lost it, or made a fool of myself by screaming or crying in front of everyone....
After i got home today (and just to let you all know, this happened yesterday too...) I couldnt bare it. I silently screamed and cried as if the thing was almost killing me. But thats how mcuh it hurt....
Anyway i was wondering if this was a panick attack, because i remember that the last time i got it was a while ago. And not just when starting school, but in the middle of the term.
I really need help. Please, let me know if this is a Panick Attack?
Please....WHAT ELSE COULD IT BE?????????

[mishymoshymarcy]

I am not sure if its an ulcer... I am pretty sure this was the anxiety taking place, thats all.  I just dont want to get to the stage of a panick attack, although i do fear that i am already there. I do just want it to end....its ruining my life.

[remar]

I think you should tell your mom about the stomach pain. You could be getting an ulcer and may need to go to the Dr.

[mishymoshymarcy]

Hi. No i have not talked to my parents. I dont want to, and i cant. I just cant, for many different reasons. I do have anxiety. But i am not quite sure if i have panick attacks. Thats why i wrote this message. Its that anxious feeling in my stomache. It was as so strong though. I wont show my emotions in front of anyone, mostly my family, so only teachers know how i am feeling. Also my counsellor.
Last time my mother found out about how i am feeling (which was just suicidal thoughts,etc...and she now thinks that i am better) i got the worst pain. And this was an actual stomache pain, but not like a normal stomache ache. It was the worst i ever experienced, infact i had actually never experienced it before those few days. I wanted to die more than ever before every single time it would strike. In my opinion that was chronic pain, but it was a little different to this one i have right now.

[remar]

Can you say what kind of pain you're talking about? The other symptoms do sound like anxiety. Have you talked to your parents about what's going on? I think it would be a good idea to do so.