211043 tn?1337050701

well ladies....it's over.... I lost it :o(

It's over.  My level dropped down to a 3.  I started bleeding a little heavier and red blood literally five minutes before I got the call with the results.  Pretty devestated right now.
23 Responses
294043 tn?1354207946
Oh, I am so sorry...
317019 tn?1532965586
i am so terribly sorry to hear about this....my heart breaks each time i read these posts

im praying for you and your in my thoughts
388376 tn?1302011418
So sorry!!
473246 tn?1293833673
So so sorry
398038 tn?1247857003
I am so sorry that it had to end this way.  I've been watching your posts for days and hoping for the best.  You've been through a lot lately, so take care and make sure DH gives you lots of hugs.
Avatar universal
I am so sorry.  I was following your threads.  

Big hugs,
Avatar universal
I am so sorry.  :(  
282955 tn?1394730951
I don't know what to say... Sorry about what happened.  I kept watching for your posts hoping this is your month..... Is it chemical pregnancy then? Like what happened to JenandJon a few months ago? She's PG now...you might want to talk to her, she might be able to help.,
405855 tn?1217100767
ooooooo :( I am so sorry for you....big hug for u
Avatar universal
Oh no, this is sooo heart-breaking. I have been following your posts.... i wish there was some way I could help you feel better :(
126762 tn?1325261805
I am so, so sorry for what you are going through right now. I know there is nothing I can say to make you feel better, but we are all here for you!
318181 tn?1336443496
Oh no!!! I'm so sorry :-(

Sending you lots and lots of hugs...
419990 tn?1228259126
I thought for sure it was going to be your month. :(
330481 tn?1309488243
I am so sorry girl! With your levels so low, you should be able to TTC really soon! HUGS to you!
374593 tn?1257879950
Gosh, I don't know what to say!!!  I'm so sorry !     : (
Avatar universal
You're in my thoughts...
216354 tn?1262871346
I'm so sorry.  You're in my thoughts and prayers.   *hugs*
380530 tn?1239162538
I'm so very sorry!  Hugs and prayers your way.
199914 tn?1295890047
I'm so sorry. I had a mc in Feb and the same thing happened to me. It's no fun going through that. You in my thoughts & prayers<3
211043 tn?1337050701
thank you all.  I'm a little drunk right now.  :o)  I'm taking it quite well now (amazing how alcohol will make things so much happier!)  but even before I started drinking I came to terms with it, and realized how lucky we were.  It was our FIRST cycle on injectables, our FIRST iui, and we were ALMOST there.  I know that is rare.  Not only that, but it's the closest we ever came.  In two years.  I know the surgery made a difference and I almost don't even count those seven months on clomid anymore.  I'm trying to realize that it's the first step.  That even healthy women with no infertility problems often lose their first pregnancy.  So now I have to wait a full cycle, because I had such big cysts before they assume there's now point that I'll still have something going on.  Now I've gotta wait who knows how long - last cycle was 55 days WITH provera.  I'm thinking since most times my cycles are around 35 days, I've still got some provera and I'll just take some at about CD 30 for the hell of it just to be sure I get it in a timely matter.  

We'll get it next time.  This is the first time it's really hit dh hard.  I'm actually consoling him right now, although he's not drunk so that's probably why! :o)  I know we did good.  And I KNOW I was pregnant.  There's no way it was the trigger, because I had BFN's from 8 dpiui until 14 dpiui then I had a BFP at 15 dpiui - that had to be all me.  There's no way that if it was the trigger that a full week before it would've been negative and then a week later magically turned positive after 7 bfn's.  Anyway, we almost did it.  It'll happen.  We'll see if I'm this optimistic when I sober up!  :o)
Avatar universal
I am so sorry for your loss. :(  

449498 tn?1338772039
Sweetie, i am so sorry! I know exactly what you are going through! I lost my first at 8 weeks in dec '05, and i delivered my daughter on dec 17,'07 who was born still when i was 36 weeks. I'm so so sorry! It's so hard to understand why this happens but God sees the bigger picture. It took 3 months after losing my daughter for me to realize that God is my rock.I was very upset and had a lot of anger towards him at first. Whatever reason He had for taking my daughter, it wasn't good enough. And that's what every mother thinks when their child is taken from them. We may not understand these things, but if you trust in Him one day you will understand. I am so relieved that you are being so positive about this. God WILL bless you again, just like i believe he will with me. Just have faith. Losing a baby is hard, but i promise it will make you appreciate being a mother that much more when your miracle does get here. Just stay positive, and believe that your baby will be here soon! God just couldn't let your little one go, He keeps the angels for Himself. If you need anything, I am here for you. I promise that i will try to comfort you whenever you need it. Try to be strong, I'm still trying... Time will heal your pain, but your little one will never be forgotten. You're in my prayers!
173145 tn?1301700850
Im so sorry. I hope that you stay strong and can get on with ttc again soon. best of luck.
Hugs and Prayers:)
Have an Answer?

You are reading content posted in the Fertility and Trying to Conceive Community

Top Trying to Conceive Answerers
5875562 tn?1410898886
miami, FL
4769306 tn?1568490209
Learn About Top Answerers
Didn't find the answer you were looking for?
Ask a question
Popular Resources
Many couples are turning to acupuncture to treat infertility. But does it work? We take a closer look.
Does exercise really lower fertility? We take a look at 8 common myths about fertility.
Your guide to safely exercising throughout your 40 weeks.
Learn which foods aren't safe to eat when you're eating for two.
Is your biological clock sounding the alarm? Dr. Elaine Brown explains new advances in egg freezing.
For people with Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD), the COVID-19 pandemic can be particularly challenging.