I can relate to your anxiety having gone through this window period and thinking I'll be an exception to the norm. Much info out there is dated and some not accurate. If you insist on not trusting your negative results, assuming they were AB only test then ask your Dr for a test that will look for the virus itself. Sounds like anxiety has to much control over you.
BTW, what test were done and what was your risk?
My test results were AG/AB negative
How did you get past the anxiety, I seriously can not belive that with all the symptoms I have and have had that I am negative and this is all Dow to anxiety. I feel so alone and can not gud away out.
My risk was oral on a guy
That is a 4th generation test that also looks for a p24 antigen as well. When were the first two done?
I experienced strange symptoms as well, some that lasted 7 months. I'm 11months from my risk. During my first 4 months or so I spent hrs online that really just fueled my fear. 3~4 Hrs of sleep a night for over a month. We condition our thinking in a negative way. You must keep telling yourself you tested negative with the best generation test out there. You are not the rare, and I can't express enough, any rare exception. Retrain your mind on the positives of those facts. This may be enough to cure your ills. If not then you can confidently seek another direction with your Dr but know you ruled out hiv. What was your exposure?
Giving oral as you describe is considered no risk by most and a very very low risk by others. Do you know if he is hiv positive? I assume we don't.
Did you receive ejaculation? If not then that really is no risk. You are in a better place than you are convincing yourself.