when I makeout with my girlfriend I *** a little at times and at times I *** alot but I dont feel like I am ejaculating I dont even know that I did I am a virgin and when I hug her I get an erection I have severe anxiety and I stay very depressed I have made out only a few times but everytime when we're too close and kissing eachother I wet my pants I masturbate very frequently almost daily and watch alot of porn I have been masturbating for 5 years but I had stopped for a long times in between (months, weeks) I am 19 I think If I mastubate in one go I last a minute or more but also at times I last less than a minute please help what do I do how do I cure this I have no other help and can not go to the doctor if this really is premature ejaculation then tell me how to cure this please help