Heartbroken...again

[Dani711]

Well, I just got back from the emergency room after my spotting picked up today, then got heavy.  They did an exam and found the conception tissue coming out.  He thought it was a blighted ovum.  I just can not believe after all I have been through that this has happened.  I am just so sad and lost

[EricaB28]

I am so sorry to hear that this has happened! You are being so positive, Bam is right, you are an inspiration to all of us!  I am sending you a big ((((((HUG)))))), we are all here for you :)

[bam1014]

Dani,

Once again you prove what a strong woman you are!!  I am so impressed by your attitude and willingness to TTC again.  Your strength and positive outlook is truly an inspiration to us all.  I am truly proud and honored to call you my friend.

[Dani711]

Thankyou everyone so much!
AP-you are right, I don't think I am going to be as eager to test so early next time (although I am sure I will end up testing if I miss AF) but there are just so many women who never even know they are pregnant and m/c becuase they are not ttc the way we are.  This is why I never rushed to get my bloods done, 50-60% of m/c are apparently blighted ovums which means your HCG will double and grow just fine until you m/c...so it just seems crueler to me to do that to myself.  next time, when ever that may be (hopefully not another 6 months again) but next time I am going to expect that something will most likely go wrong, and be excited only when that baby is in my arms!

Thankyou all again, I am sure i will have times where it will hit me, but right now I am just focusing on the positive that it did happen so early..and I am not yet and may never be in pain.  The last time I was a wreck because the pain lasted over a month and that was what kept making it harder.

[smr08]

I am so sorry Dani. I wish I knew how to comfort you from so far away. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. If you need to talk, vent or cry we will all be here for you. Please rest and take care of yourself.
                                   HUGS!!
                                       Lori

[ArmyPrincess819]

Dani I swear you are like sitting here when I talk to my dh. I said the same thing to him. If anything should go wrong with this pg I would pick the pieces up and continue to ttc. I also would not test as early as I did and not go running into the dr's office. I would only drive myself crazy which I have done. Not anymore. Best wishes to you my friend and I'm always here for you. I love your attitude you are so positive and very strong! Wow. I wish you a quick recovery. You are in my thoughts!

[Popcorn799]

I'm so sad for you Dani. I wish that this stuff didn't have to happen to any of us. I hope you find comfort in knowing that good things must come your way soon. Try and rest and keep taking care of yourself. My thoughts are with you.