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Third freak-out in less than a week! =S
Alright, this is getting really old....
I got my third freak out in less than a friggin' week! I swear my hormones are over the roof, I am just not myself when I get the 'hormone attack', and it's getting more and more as I get closer and closer!
First one was thursday when I came home from work and was gonna have dh's cousins over (from CT). It's bad as it is since all the rooms in my house are disaster zones. Maddie's room is under construction, the other guest room is packed with baby stuff and just cr**p in general..., and they were gonna have to stay in the living room... (yeah, where we left Maggie, my stupid dog, hang out while we were at work).... not the best move ever...., I came home and found my couch's cushion ripped in pieces (mind you, those couches are nice and almost new!!!), cushion case ripped and bones everywhere, shoes everywhere, and that nice dog smell all over the place!!!!!
OH MY GOD.... I just couldn't help it for freak out! dh was golfing, I tried calling him, didn't answer, i started getting so mad... what if something happened and there's dumba$$ golfing!!!?? without cellphone???
Needless to say I had to work my @$$ off to clean the room, scrub floors, repair couch, wash blankets, shampoo rug... blah blah blah... by the end of the day, I kid you not, i had bright red balloons for feet...
Second freak out....
So dh leaves to go to his dad's with his cousins and leaves stupid dog in the house without confining her (I was upstairs in the potty), and this lady at work made this EXQUISIT apple bread for me..., she put the time and the thought for me and i just felt so good, the bread was AMAZINGLY tasty so i decided to just cut a little piece so i could have it longer....
yeah right....
I come downstairs to find the bag the bread was in.... all ripped in pieces on my recently scrubbed living room....
and the dog licking her chops....
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I called dh and ripped his head off!!!! why in the LIVING HELL would he do that??? he knows!!! that damn dog is evil! and he leaves food on the counter where she can reach? not to mention leaves her unsupervised?!?!?!?!
Third freak out.....
Last night... I asked dh to cuddle with me and he got all grumpy and barely passed his arm over my back..... then i asked him what he felt for his daughter (since he never puts his stupid hand on my belly to feel her, nor he kisses her, nor talks to her!!!) and he just said 'oh... i dunno'....
I said 'why are you so afraid of being affectionate with your unborn child?!?' he goes 'im scared'... i said 'i am too, and that doesn't stop me from loving her!!!!' he goes 'im scared you'll freak out on the baby like you freak out on the dog'.....
And im just thinking... 'freaking out on the dog is a lot different than with my child!!!!'.... plus, yeah, i might freak out, burst, get over with it... and keep going! where as him, he freaks out 'calm', swallows it and lets it out caving up and being a jerk!!!
We spent hours talking, crying, yelling..... argh!!!! Our intimate life is down the toilet... (TMI..we haven't had any 'encounter' in like 3 to 4 months!! last time we tried I was too tired, told him i couldn't and ever since he just refuses to start anything!!) our romantic life is non-existant and with baby and parents coming... guess what!?!?!?! my marriage is F'ed up!!!!!
=(
I feel so ill today... we went to bed by 1am... and got up by 5:40 this morning! my stupid dog has stinky anal glands that not only explode every 2 weeks now, but in less than that she had an 'accident' again! so now i don't know if we need to take her to the vet to squeeze those damn things every week?!?!?!?! 15 dollars each time?!?!?!?! We do NOT have money!!!!!
I am so upset girls... i know i am being VERY stupid, and I feel LIKE A HORRIBLE MOM for making my baby so upset... she was squirming around the whole time!! and one time she kicked so hard i could actually HEAR! the kick!!!
=(
Anyways, thank you for 'listening' girls!! i needed to vent really bad.....
I got my third freak out in less than a friggin' week! I swear my hormones are over the roof, I am just not myself when I get the 'hormone attack', and it's getting more and more as I get closer and closer!
First one was thursday when I came home from work and was gonna have dh's cousins over (from CT). It's bad as it is since all the rooms in my house are disaster zones. Maddie's room is under construction, the other guest room is packed with baby stuff and just cr**p in general..., and they were gonna have to stay in the living room... (yeah, where we left Maggie, my stupid dog, hang out while we were at work).... not the best move ever...., I came home and found my couch's cushion ripped in pieces (mind you, those couches are nice and almost new!!!), cushion case ripped and bones everywhere, shoes everywhere, and that nice dog smell all over the place!!!!!
OH MY GOD.... I just couldn't help it for freak out! dh was golfing, I tried calling him, didn't answer, i started getting so mad... what if something happened and there's dumba$$ golfing!!!?? without cellphone???
Needless to say I had to work my @$$ off to clean the room, scrub floors, repair couch, wash blankets, shampoo rug... blah blah blah... by the end of the day, I kid you not, i had bright red balloons for feet...
Second freak out....
So dh leaves to go to his dad's with his cousins and leaves stupid dog in the house without confining her (I was upstairs in the potty), and this lady at work made this EXQUISIT apple bread for me..., she put the time and the thought for me and i just felt so good, the bread was AMAZINGLY tasty so i decided to just cut a little piece so i could have it longer....
yeah right....
I come downstairs to find the bag the bread was in.... all ripped in pieces on my recently scrubbed living room....
and the dog licking her chops....
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I called dh and ripped his head off!!!! why in the LIVING HELL would he do that??? he knows!!! that damn dog is evil! and he leaves food on the counter where she can reach? not to mention leaves her unsupervised?!?!?!?!
Third freak out.....
Last night... I asked dh to cuddle with me and he got all grumpy and barely passed his arm over my back..... then i asked him what he felt for his daughter (since he never puts his stupid hand on my belly to feel her, nor he kisses her, nor talks to her!!!) and he just said 'oh... i dunno'....
I said 'why are you so afraid of being affectionate with your unborn child?!?' he goes 'im scared'... i said 'i am too, and that doesn't stop me from loving her!!!!' he goes 'im scared you'll freak out on the baby like you freak out on the dog'.....
And im just thinking... 'freaking out on the dog is a lot different than with my child!!!!'.... plus, yeah, i might freak out, burst, get over with it... and keep going! where as him, he freaks out 'calm', swallows it and lets it out caving up and being a jerk!!!
We spent hours talking, crying, yelling..... argh!!!! Our intimate life is down the toilet... (TMI..we haven't had any 'encounter' in like 3 to 4 months!! last time we tried I was too tired, told him i couldn't and ever since he just refuses to start anything!!) our romantic life is non-existant and with baby and parents coming... guess what!?!?!?! my marriage is F'ed up!!!!!
=(
I feel so ill today... we went to bed by 1am... and got up by 5:40 this morning! my stupid dog has stinky anal glands that not only explode every 2 weeks now, but in less than that she had an 'accident' again! so now i don't know if we need to take her to the vet to squeeze those damn things every week?!?!?!?! 15 dollars each time?!?!?!?! We do NOT have money!!!!!
I am so upset girls... i know i am being VERY stupid, and I feel LIKE A HORRIBLE MOM for making my baby so upset... she was squirming around the whole time!! and one time she kicked so hard i could actually HEAR! the kick!!!
=(
Anyways, thank you for 'listening' girls!! i needed to vent really bad.....
You shouldnt get mad with the dog for a) eating food that is left in her reach and b) for having a problem with her anal glands, why dont you try putting a teaspoon of bran in her food ever day and ask the vet or nurse to show you how to empty her glands yourself?
hahahahahaha!!! you big dummie!!! it's a vanity desk! lol
now, come to think about it... that's not a bad idea for my office! that way i wouldn't have to patch up the trail I had carved over the past month from my office to the toilet!!!!
=))
now, come to think about it... that's not a bad idea for my office! that way i wouldn't have to patch up the trail I had carved over the past month from my office to the toilet!!!!
=))
you have a desk in the bathroom haha.. the image of someone dumping and working at the same time hahaha
LOL!!
Oh my gosh, you guys made my day!!! i couldn't come back yesterday to check the thread, but holly cr&p! this morning I was cracking up just to see all the comments! you guys are great! =) thank you so much for making me feel not-so-crazy about my freak-outs and not so lonely after all....
Dh is 'doing his best', but ya know, for us women sometimes is not in-tune with what we expect/want, or like our (yeah we are going to the shrink....) the couple's councelour would say: the way you show your love is not the same way he perceives it and viceversa...
hehehe, this past weekend I set up the crib beside our bed, and my rocking chair, and the changing pad on our desk in the bathroom and all the diapers and up in the diaper bag thinguie... so most of the stuff is ready to go... and of course damn cat LOOOOVES to jump up on the crib!!! (mind you, I already washed and ironed all the bedding.... grrrrr).
This morning I wake up and the crib starts moving and sounds coming out of it (it has a canopy, so i can't see inside too easily, plus I put my boppy pillow in so that -according to me- the damn cat would not jump in....
yeah right...
here he comes out of it stretching and with a nice satisfaction face!!!! I'm just like: 'you bast*#rd!!!!!'
lol
oh lawd.... what am i gonna do with this zoo??!?!?!
i just thought well, maybe i can buy some shear fabric and put it on the canopy to keep him off, but then again.... SIDS is in the back of my mind! and I know! once Maddie is sleeping there and the dumb cat gets used to her, he's gonna want to snuggle with her and cover her face with his damn fluffy tail like he does with me! =S
there we go... one more think to keep me 'entertained' on...
And yes... that latino heritage is kicking my bee-hind! ;)
Love ya'll!!! =))
Oh my gosh, you guys made my day!!! i couldn't come back yesterday to check the thread, but holly cr&p! this morning I was cracking up just to see all the comments! you guys are great! =) thank you so much for making me feel not-so-crazy about my freak-outs and not so lonely after all....
Dh is 'doing his best', but ya know, for us women sometimes is not in-tune with what we expect/want, or like our (yeah we are going to the shrink....) the couple's councelour would say: the way you show your love is not the same way he perceives it and viceversa...
hehehe, this past weekend I set up the crib beside our bed, and my rocking chair, and the changing pad on our desk in the bathroom and all the diapers and up in the diaper bag thinguie... so most of the stuff is ready to go... and of course damn cat LOOOOVES to jump up on the crib!!! (mind you, I already washed and ironed all the bedding.... grrrrr).
This morning I wake up and the crib starts moving and sounds coming out of it (it has a canopy, so i can't see inside too easily, plus I put my boppy pillow in so that -according to me- the damn cat would not jump in....
yeah right...
here he comes out of it stretching and with a nice satisfaction face!!!! I'm just like: 'you bast*#rd!!!!!'
lol
oh lawd.... what am i gonna do with this zoo??!?!?!
i just thought well, maybe i can buy some shear fabric and put it on the canopy to keep him off, but then again.... SIDS is in the back of my mind! and I know! once Maddie is sleeping there and the dumb cat gets used to her, he's gonna want to snuggle with her and cover her face with his damn fluffy tail like he does with me! =S
there we go... one more think to keep me 'entertained' on...
And yes... that latino heritage is kicking my bee-hind! ;)
Love ya'll!!! =))
I dont think for a minute you over reacted your about to squeeze a watermelon through your vagina in a couple of weeks or sooner, so of course paitence is the last thing on your mind, your DH is not used to haveing to be the one who needs to take lead and step up to the plate , I know honey you Mexican and you wait on him hand and foot (cuz I do for my hubby for over 20 years now damn hispanic latino heritage we where brought up with) and when it's our turn they dont know what to do with them selves and catch a tude like a little kid , I wouldnt worry much if I where you once that little princess comes all will be as if it never happened , here kicking is a way to remind you both she really gonna show you both who's boss. LOL, I cant wait for her to come gotta see those eyes
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