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Well I usually keep my feelings to my self but i need to know because i'm scared no because i keep hearing songs even when they're not being played, I will hear the tune and the vocals. :s I sniff glue haha it smelllsss gooood! But anyways....I've noticed alot of agression in me and violents like everyday I wanna see blood! i wanna stab people and laugh in there faces like MWUAHAHA! and paint how I killed them in their blood. :) Can this be normal for a 14 year old girl? All i ever think about is death suicide killing people or my self...These voices spoke to me and said hi how are you doing? I didn't reply haha! I just wanna see blood like whole swimming pool of it. But then my personality changes I will be nice calm relaxed co-orperative, helping, and all that. so what is this? please lend me a accurate awnser thank you!   Aimee.
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675718 tn?1530033033
have you told anyone about this ?
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Some of what you describe sounds like psychosis which is having thoughts that don't match reality testing. Other aspects sound like the moodswings that could be a part of bipolar. The two can occur together in schizoaffective disorder such as I have. However, only  a psychiatrist can provide a diagnosis. But it would be worthwhile to speak to a family member or if they are not approachable a counselor and explain it to them and they could help with finding a psychiatrist. If these thoughts only occur with moodswings or if that happens in general keep a mood tracker here and print out the results for the psychiatrist as that can be very helpful as well.
675718 tn?1530033033
you should tell someone how you feel
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Go and speak with a psychiatrist, they are the only ones who could give an accurate answer and we can only give our best guess as to what it is.
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I already see a paychiatrist but i still feel the same.  :(
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I already see a paychiatrist but i still feel the same :( And also do you think hearing the music tunes and vocals is psychosis? or is the other things i mension psychosis? Because to me i'm and it's normal but i just need to double check.
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Thanks i already see a psychiatrist but i still feel the same. It's pointless if you think about it.
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You should ask your psychiatrist then what their diagnosis was if you're curious to know.
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hmm it seems weird because its.....I don't know lol it's just strange because maybe i'm supposed to be like this. Maybe i should just live with it I don't care if people think i'm a threat to myself and others I can kill anyone. xD x x

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