Last night, i drank heavily and puked afterwards. While puking, i had the urge to defacate and urinate, so i sat on the toilet and did both while puking. This is my problem: while pissing, i heaved (or convulsed? i'm not sure what the terminology is) and the urine came out very hard/fast, causing a sharp pain near the tip of my penis at the time and afterwards. Blood also came out of the tip of urethra, afterwards. I managed to get some sleep, and when i awoke i urinated, causing pain again. I got a piece of toilet paper and dabbed it to the tip of my penis; blood. I'm really scared right now. It's been a few hrs since i awoke and i have urinated since then very slowly with no pain and decreasing amounts of blood. I am very scared right now (and continuous research all this catheter stuff is really freaking me out). Will this heal on its own? should i be avoiding drinking anything for a view days (or keep any liquid intake to a bare minimum?). PLEASE HELP. my insurance is not good and i know going to the emergency room (today is saturday) will put me a tight situation.