Finally

[bb454]

I finally told my husband today about me abusing my prescribed vicodin. Big weight lifted but still feel like crap... Day 3.

[littlebit667]

On day 5 I actually did get out and surprisingly it helped me so much.  I forgot for a few hours that I was detoxing.  I then realized, I would be able to do it this time and so far I have.  Enjoy the day as much as you can.  Congrats!!

[dominosarah]

Just do what you can~~

[bb454]

Thanks Bolts and Sarah you are both right. I woke up feeling pretty crappy..nauseated and sore..gonna start moving around a bit..my family has been invited to numerous memorial day festivities and I dont want to let anyone down wven though I feel like $hit..day 5

[Bolts21]

Gday again - the funny thing is you will probably think about them for a long time - the difference will be you won't want to take them. It's a bit like breaking up with an old beau - I'm sure we've all done that. After a while you'll only remember the bad stuff not the good. You are real close - about day 4 or 5 right?. Those short periods of relief should be starting real soon. I know it sounds like bs at the moment but it will get better. Good luck

[dominosarah]

Sit down and write a goodbye letter to those pills.  Pour your soul into it.  The romance has to stop at some point and when you write a letter it does feel really good when you say that final goodbye~~

[bb454]

Thank you Sarah..how sweet are you to always be on here supporting people..i appreciate it so much. Xoxo...i cant stop thinking about pills all day its consuming me. Guess its to be expected tho.for a while..right?