You can make this right,as addicts we do anything to get our fix and let others suffer the consequences. Does she know it's you taking them? You need to tell her,then I'd suggest going into detox and start a recovery program. You have to start somewhere right? I go to AA/NA meetings. Been off the oxy for almost 9 months. You don't have to live this way,you just have to have courage to quit. You're not a scumbag or a junkie. You're an addict with a serious illness.
I typed that with nothing but disgust and anger at myself that didn't even mention that I've been swiping Vic's. Not that it matters. Taking more in a day that she is prescribed. Her beloved son making her so proud (just a little more sarcasm).