Well the pink cloud has lifted

[hrsebz]

Today has been a hard day for me i dont know if it is just because it is sunday and nothing is going on or if it is because it is raining and i cant do anything outside what i do know is i have had over whelming anxiety today ive taken all my suppliments,took the boys to get movies,ice cream and bought them some beta fish but for some reason i cant seem to shake this i have some xanex but dont want to take any chemicals because im triing to respect the addict in my self i know there are going to be bad days that go with the good ones it just seems like the bad ones take so long to pass the worst is im not off for another 12 days! My boyfriend wants me to come watch the end of the race with him but i am scared ill get over there and be more paniced oh well im sure it will pass hopfully jr will win maybe that will make my day!LOL(i doubt it!)

[worried878]

Sometimes getting out and doing something social can help...glad u r hanging in there and the bad days/doomers will get farther and farther apart!

[hrsebz]

Jr. started first from the poll so im not hanging to strong on him winning but you never know harvicks pretty good too! Thanks for the word of encouragement it means alot!
Jessa

[bmc1976]

Hang in there. It is a tough battle but you will succeed! Each day will bring on some new challenges but will eventually start getting better and better. Junior is still hanging towards the front so hopefully he will pull it off for you! I like jr. but would like to see harvick up front!
Keep going strong! This is probably one of the toughest things you will ever have to deal with. Once you get through this you will realize there is nothing out there that can stand in your way! Best of luck to you!
Brian