What is my problem??? UGH!!!!

[confused456]

What the heck is wrong with me? OK, don't answer that...LOL
Seriously, as most of you know, my Grandma recently passed away, and that in itself is devastating to me since she helped raise me. I just can not seem to get past these darn mood swings. One minute I am GREAT, the next, I feel literally like I have no reason for living....I am really sick of this.
Of course, these feelings bring on MAJOR cravings. It really is getting to me. I can take something someone says really bad and get depressed, and 5 minutes later, re-think it and realize that I am probably taking things the wrong way. UGH!! I guess I would like any advice or maybe I just finally needed to vent. Sorry all. Just need to scream or break something or anything!!!

[Jacqui805]

You got the idea....ROAD TRIP!!!!!!!!

[poetrygirl1960]

I feel like I'm getting ready to repeat what everyone else here has said but YES PAWS sucks beyond the telling of it.  I know how it feels to not want to get out of bed.  Give yourself a break in knowing that someone who nurtured you as you grew up is gone now, I think it's understandable to feel moody now.  The thing is we have always been able to become "comfortably numb" in times like this and now we feel EVERYTHING!  As cheesy as it may sound you are really growing from this experience right now.  Each day will get better, the highs will level out and the lows will get back up to where they're suppose to be.  

So, if you feed me I'm in for the road trip too!:)

Much love,
Lisa

[confused456]

Lisa!! You are more than welcome and I will feed you too. I think maybe I am gonna have to get some extra groceries....LOL
I keep telling myself things will get better. I hope they do soon.

[lostdreams]

Hey hun
I'm so sorry you feel like this, you know you are in my thoughts! PAWS are......................................c**p, keep posting and hopefully the cravings will pass. You have done so well to get through all that has happened, i'm proud of you and you should be too! You know we are here for you, pm me anytime hun.

oh, if you wanna smash something, you go ahead! lol. Isn't that what smashable things are there for??? lol

[confused456]

lostdreams...LOL....thanks and I appreciate you!! You are a great friend!! Thanks.

[cathy5841]

hey, i wanted to again address your original post.  i understand not want ing to take pills of any kind.  but for some relief from symptoms it may be the way for you to go short term.  especially if it prevents you from craving.  and a possible relapse.  talk about an a$$ kicking. lol   antidepreeants are to elevate your mood and give you motivation.  they cant be all bad lol
love
cathy