having a rough day

[Becca911]

This day has been so testing for me. The last 2 days I've had 5mg 2xday. I feel so tire, crabby, just want to give up. I really don't want to give up I'm just tired of how I feel. Not sure if I'm going to make it through it. I know this is normal w/d's but I want to run away from my family. I know be careful for what you wish for, but it's been a long day and I'm worried about how bad tomorrow might be. Any advice?

[NautyOne]

Hi Becca,

It's been a while since i've seen you out here.  Hang in there dear.  Your doing really good.  How long have you been tapering???  Your so darn close.  Lingering on such a small dose can be such a mind funk it can sometimes lead to disaster.  Have you thought about just taking the leap and saving yourself the slow misery.  Trust me.......I have been right where you are now.

Take care, and good luck, hun.

((((hugs))))

Nauty...........

[toxictome]

I agree w/ worried...i tapered the same...and when i got down to where you are...it was very discouraging..cuz you are still having wds, but just not as severe as ct..i think it does prolong it......  good luck...

DIG DEEP and FIND the STRENGTH!!!    YOU CAN DO IT!!

[worried878]

Becca i know u have a heart problem but it seems as if the tapering at this point is getting rough on u...u know u gotta quit...tapering can prolong it somewhat and maybe u should just jump off and feel a bit rough for a few days and be done...when u get this low in tapering u r in wd the whole time...it is totally up to u...i would be tired and ready to do my flu time and be done....do what u need to do girl..and best of luck

[LONESOME]

I'm so sorry you are having a bad day and I know the feeling about running away lol, but just hang in there it will get better and it will be done and you will see things better ok, maybe try to do something you really enjoy doing or just take a walk to get your ming of things ok.
Hang in there it will be better.

[cathy5841]

my advice is HANG IN THERE.  it really does take time.  its not easy, but so very worth it.  are you getting any exercise?  i promise it does work wonders.  i know you really dont feel like it, but if you would just got for some walks it helps more than you can imagine.  it sort of kick starts the brain to make the endorphins the pills have been making.  and also take you vitamins and aminos.  i also drank those energy drinks for a boost.  they helped more than i thought they would and they are full of vitamins.  becca dont give up..if you wanna chat send me a pm or if you have yahoo messenger we could talk on there.  let me know.
good luck
cathy