I am feeling flat today anyways, but got woken up this morning 5am by the person I work for bawling me out because I thought I wasn't going to be able to get into work (I am a contractor), I was going to work Weds/Thurs but he blasted me on text and then on email.
My motivation is at an all time low, I am meant to be doing work now and keep flicking to the internet etc, I have a broken ankle and since april there has been heaps of complications, I am on warfarin as well so having heaps of blood tests and feel a bit like a pin cushion!
I have noticed too a lot of my friends have just drifted off, not interested in me or even bothered to see how I am! So feeling a little bit lonely and sorry for myself I think. Hubby is brilliant and my kids, but a lot of friends I thought would be there, or even just take me out for a coffee or something, haven't bothered, I can't drive so I know that is adding to my frustration.
I guess it may just be one of those days today! Best I just suck it up and get on with it!
Big hugs to everyone x