I feel like a complete **** up for years I felt ****** because of my weight and I'm so sick and tired and just to weak to go on because I have anorexia and used to have bulimia I have become addicted to drugs to loose weight faster ill do anything to loose weight like I've been in hospitals for over doses 3 rehabs 12 outpatient program and arrested 5 times was put in drug court for 10 months and I'm finally clean ! It makes me happy just this disorder I feel like it will only end in death for me because I push my limits farther than others dream of I want to stop I need to my phycitrist wants me to get help and go to the doctor but my family's extremely complicated an if they ever found out I would be like a dog that talks any advise I would live please because I'm only 18 I don't want to die yet
I am really sorry to hear what you are going through. You do have an eating disorder. However, you could also be having problems other than eating disorder like anemia, diabetes, and hypothyroidism. Get this ruled out. To be able to complete any programs that will help you lose weight and overcome this vicious cycle of anorexia and bulima would need lots of patience and faith. Apart from seeing your therapist and learning behavior techniques to overcome these problems you could also do yoga to strengthen your mind. Also, if you cannot involve your family, maybe you could involve your psychiatrist, college/school counselor or some family friend. Take care!
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