OT having a bad day

[HVAC]

I am really sick of this cancer I want a bloody vacation from it! I had to cancel all my plans because I am too weak to stay out of bed.

End of gripe.

Alex

[rendean]

Alex,
Glad you feel better. No apologies for the griping it's well deserved.  Just listen to your body, if it says you're too weak . Rest in ed and do some computer work like you did today.

Feel better!! Ripples of strength headed your way!!!!!

Hugs,
Ren

[HVAC]

Thanks everyone. I am better. Took lots of great drugs. I love drugs. I took 2 Clonpin, 2 Ambien no effect,  2 Xanax and Dilated not all at once I spread them out all day. Now I just do not care. I did not pass out and sleep like I wanted to but I am feeling fine.Better living through chemistry. Tomorrow is another day. I also sent my Duke report to all the mucky mucks at UNC and contacted a reporter and worked on my blog comparing UNC and Duke. I feel better. I just get sick of the cancer sometimes. I just would like a day off once in awhile. Mind over matter does not work when your cancer says you are not standing today.

Alex

[michelleric]

So sorry Alex...thinking of you. XO

[debgen]

Gripe away, we are all here for you :)

I am so sorry that plans fell through and you feel so lousy. I am sending you positive energy and visions of you riding your horse in the sunshine!

I truly hope these visualizations become your reality soon.  

Feel better, my friend,
Deb

[candy158]

I am so sorry sweetie, the chemo is the worst to go through, and it takes so much out of you.....

put one foot in front of the other, and when that gets to tough, rely on someone to carry you.  do you know that poem..?  

It is beautiful, and might just bring you some comfort.  

Hears hoping that a glimmer of light shines down on your tomorrow, only to get brighter for every tomorrow after that.

(((HUGS)))
Candy

[torikat32]

take it easy one day at a time . tomorrow is another day and a better one for you

[jibjen]

You certainly deserve a gripe or two (wink wink) I wish I could give you some "good days" you know, loan you some vacation days..I would gladly do it.

Hang in there girl!

Jibs.

[JaneK1975]

Boo to bad days! Positive vibes are coming your way from Boston. Feel better!

[beema36]

Feel free to gripe. You certainly have the right. Hope you start feeling better hour by hour.

[Jacksmom516]

Hi Alex

Gripe away.  Hopefully this is just one poopy day and tomorrow is a better one.  

I hope the day gets better and get those puppies of yours to come and join you -  they are always a guarantee of making you smile no matter how bad the day is!

Feel better!

Tracy

[Dagun]

I´m sorry that you´re having a bad day Alex, may he get better as soon as NOW. Take care and rest so this will pass sooner.

My best wishes- always,
Dagun

[sllowe]

HI Alex,

Gripe all you need woman. We'll listen! Too bad we can't cuss here, because I got some good ones for cancer...

Just so long as your not beating yourself up because you are weak and can't get out of bed. Hoping the day improves :)
-shell