9 days!!!!

[SmilingBright]

Well I made 9 days today. And it actually didn't feel like an eternity like I thought it would.  Amazingly enough I haveng had many things to complain about w wds.  
I get a few sneezing fits.  That's totally ok w me. Lol.  No biggie right !!
At night the last few nights I get a little rls   But I take a couple of magesium pills when that happens.  
I also have limited myself to a cup of coffee in the morning to prevent myself from getting too anxious during day.  That seens to be helping a lot.
I think w the combo of good vitamins I've been taking b12, b6, 5htp, and lots of rhodolia during the day, it carries me through my day. Mixed w a good diet and excercise (for endorphins).  My days have been great!!!
Thanking God.  I'm almost in the double digits baby!!!! Almost 10 days.  Praise God.  Definitely no looking back now.   Feels too good to be free of this junk!!!!

I'm very aware that  I will have to keep my guard up against this beast probably forever.  As I'm prepared to do so.  With God on my side who can be against me??
Have a great day my friends.  God bless

[SmilingBright]

Wow.   I have found my new favorite worship song:::
Oceans by hillsong united

Your GRACE abounds in deepest waters!!!!!

Ck this song out wow!! So good

[SmilingBright]

Aww thank u sara.  I was hoping I wasn't being too obnoxious w my posts.
Trying to keep busy.  But my body is telling me I'm tired today;( dang it
Will keep moving forward and continue to beat this beast!!!!! Thanks

[dominosarah]

Good idea to get busy!  You have a great attitude so keep that going!  Congrats on 9 days clean!!  Keep posting too, i like to hear your updates!

[SmilingBright]

Since today was my first day off in 5 days I guess I had  too much time to think
This morning.  Lol. Not always the best thing. Haha. Now I need to get my butt in gear and go make myself workout to get some much needed endorphins pumping to get rid of this anxiety.    
Then I know I will feel better!!!!  

[SmilingBright]

Thanks bubby.  U know I get a little nervous in some social situations.  Yes this will be a test for me.  
Thanks my friend.  Hoping u are good on your end!!!  Miss u

[Bubulous]

You can make it through the dinner bud :)  I know this will be a true test for you but I have confidene that you will make us proud.  Just be yourself and enjoy it...
Bubby