DOWN FOR THE COUNT

[Beenerkitty]

Literally..after a weekend 3-day relapse and some very inappropriate behavior on my part. I left the doctors today with a 102 temp and tested positive for strep and the flu (not swine). I have not worked since monday and will be out til next monday. lesson learned. God is literally forcing me to take a time out. Im climbing back on the horse and ready to beat this addiction once and for all. Today would be day 3 since last used. Just wanted everyone to know where i was at since last you heard i relapsed
Bkitty

Thank all of you for all your support-couldnt have done it without you

[Beenerkitty]

i havent really been able to get out bed or stay awake very long. i can swallow better today and feel a lil better. im soooo tired. my temp is down to 100 so that helps. ill post when im bettr

[worried878]

and u wuill know so much more now about what to expect.wont be so hard this go around...do it the right way/which is the wat that works for UI..find ur triggers cos they r there and will come out like demons after detox for many ...sometimes we find we have to take care of a few issues we never faced..got high instead!  why go talk to him bout this problem when i can take a pill and i wont give a rats @ss....have u skimmed the helath pages? u probably have already done that but it is full of great infor on tapering, ct etc...ways to stop...r u willing to go to a meeting or some sort of aftercare?

[eringobragh]

just get back up and do it again! 3 days...it gets better i promise. im on day 18 its crazy! i didnt think i could do it. it gets easier everyday! I hope your feeling better soon!

[outotown]

Sorry bout the relasp i had 1 in apr, they suck but its not the you fell down but how you get up. You cant go and take the relasp back, so put it behind you and keep going. And the flu i hope you get well fast. Good luck

[broknbck]

hah- so this is a blessing in disguise. you will feel better just alone from the flu even. and hopefully it is all done then.
learning experience- right.

[Ella789]

Hey B-kitty!!!  I sure hope you are manageing to take care of yourself?  The flu! dang I was hopeing that the season was about over!!!!  Am glad it wasn't the swine( not suposed to call it that but I can never remember the numbers they call it ) lol

Sorry about your relaspe too. I know it is tough when you're trying to work too.  And the energy thing really makes it miserable.
Well, hugs to you,  post often and get well soon!

Ella