Lol! Nah, I'm a female =) As for the pain, it's actually better than it was on the Norco. I guess over time Norco actually gets worse for that. I'm also taking Ibp800mg twice a day. It's very brave of you to taper. And very smart to discuss this with pain management. Make sure to find a way to manage your pain effectively or it could be a vicious cycle. I hope your back is feeling better too. Oh, and it's three days and two hours with no vicodin now :D
P.S I was as I said very taken back that I got high, and even ANGRY!
Hey Kiki, woot! Good for you a date! I do the same thing, load up on pills when out of my familiar environment. I'm glad to hear from you, and thanks for your support! I was wondering about you too. Don't sell yourself short, your situation has improved too. Taking only 4 a day IS a awesome thing. Not saying you will, but Maybe one day, you will think hmm I need 3. I hope your date goes well! Stay in touch ok? Apparently the pharmacist situation was that he was concerned I'd take both, and end up keeled over. I'm not stupid enough to try it though, but still I think he was trying to keep my safety in mind. When people hear of an addict, they don't see a face. They see whatever it is they *want* to see.
Lesson how is your pain? Mine has gotten worse with taper. About 5 days ago really hurt myself(back) and had to take an extra pill cause of the pain. That went away after a couple days but even though I'm getting off meds my pain is still going to be there. It was me who said I need to get off, not the pain mgt but wish they had talked to me about a plan for pain going forward.
Anyway how is your pain
ps this whole time I thought you were a male. Ha
Hi! It has been a very busy weekend for me...so first chance I got to check on you. You have been in my mind, though, very much. I had NO idea that Suboxone got you high! Shocked to hear that....really, shocked. I heard people say they were trying to get off of it, but thought maybe you just had to ween. May I just say that I, for one, am so extremely proud of you. F***ing pharmacist INFURIATES me! THAT is the reason I can't bear the thought of the "world" at large knowing my deal. You are so right, my pharmacist just LOVES me. Can just imagine how the friendly small talk would change if I were in your shoes. Well, don't know if I can say I am tapering. But I am still going straight on my 4 pills a day. Woo-hoo! This is the longest stretch I haven't cheated, for lack of a better word, in a very long time. I will say that every time I am out of my element, I always load up on pills. Have started dating someone new and went fishing for the first time....on a boat and at night....most certainly out of my element! Still, not even a desire for more. I know it isn't much to brag about by comparison to what I read, but finding this site has brought me this far....so much more potential, I just know it! Praying for you all...... And Lesson, you are awesome, in my humble opinion.....hang in there..
Hey guys just an update. I'm doing good. I don't know how I am but, I haven't had ANYTHING. Not even Suboxone since 12pm yesterday. I do -not- like how buzzed I am on the sub, I'm starting to think if I'm ok, and stay that way. I don't need a damn thing. Maybe it's just me but suboxone makes me too high, which is exactly what I do -not- want in my life. People said it would go away but every time I take it, I get high, emotionally numb, and it effects other *ehem* intimate personal aspects as well. So, maybe I just needed the sub till the vicodin got out. If that is the case, then I'm a very lucky girl, and will give my slot to someone else who needs treatment. Still have a week till my apt but we will see.