I am a 24 yr old female with a muscle condition called para-myatonia congetia and I am coming off of hydrocodone and ultram. Not by choice at this moment, but because I took them all in a short period. I do have the desire to get off of them but I think it's almost impossible with the withdrawl systoms haunting me. Suboxone is really exspensive and I almost feel like there is no hope. I want help and I want it now. I have been off of my meds for 30 hours now. I want this to be over and I cant go to rehab or detox becuz I have a small child to look after while my husband works. What are my options? I have been thru this before but I wasnt prescribed it then and I am now.