Its alot easier then i thought.

[bchief098]

Thank you to all of the people who supported me on here last week.  I have come so far from where my mind was last week and where it is now.  I am attending na meetings almost daily.  They really do work,it is really important to believe in yourself, last week i was an emotional wreck and was completely out of my mind.  I though i needed these devil pills called jawns to get through my daily life when in reality they needed me to thrive on.  Idk what happened to me but friday of last week something happened to me and since that day i have not had the craving to put anything up my nose.  I hope someone out there will find this inspirational, you can ask anyone that knew of my problem if they thought i would get off of them and their answer would have been a definitive no.  Maybe thats where all my inspiration comes from but idk i hope this helps someone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[bchief098]

And im very pleased that this has been an inspiration bc thats what i was aiming for.  Temptation is a ROYAL B***H, but it wont be if you really want to get off the sh*t.  And i reached that point and im lucky because im still very young only 23.

[bchief098]

Yeah NA is my drug now, last week my mindset was completely different then it is now.  IDK what happened but i have been in situations where i would usually go cop and its been around me a little and i had the will power to resit the temptation. Nd i know its not GOOD to be around it but i needed to prove to myself that i really wanted this and from there i have gotten a 100% better.  I know what my problem WAS and i know that, that will never be a problem for me again!

[bchief098]

You will be fine i promise, i was not excited last week trust me.  It was the hardest thing i have ever had to overcome in my life.  The w/d is unbearable to say the least and i dont mean to scare you but im a straight up kinda guy.  I have gotten spiritually connected with myself in a way i never thought possible, and i def recomend praying to a god of your understanding and ask for help bc it has helped me tremendously!!!!!!  Good luck and i hope you are well in your recovery keep me updated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ricart70]

Hey Brandon,glad to see you are doing alot better.Keep up the good work and watch out for temptation.good luck buddy  

[Stewartsangel]

That's amazing! I am just about to begin my sober life and I'm not so excited. Maybe I will get lucky too.