Anyone given in to temptation

[kneipp22]

I'm stupid,I gave in and took tablets which I should not of taken.I just said to myself just one last one.I'm not happy with myself.

[addictedme]

Actually the saying is "one is to many a thousand never enough"

[EyeOfTheTiger68]

I am currently on day...um....5 and not the 1st time either. I have to tell you though. Our bodies are not able to handle this stuff all the time. I gave in on about 5 or 6 min other occasions. One is as bad as 100. The count needs to be zero. Im still beating my self up for feeling the way i still do at day 5. I can not imagine going back...again to day 1-3. I still have VERY litttle appetite, face is flushed mostly...and sleep is well..another conversation. Its hard to get done. You have to be ready, you have to be there..You have to want YOUR LIFE back..Now go get it. You can do it!

[worried878]

I am not sure how long u have been off the pills but u may be a bit depressed right now if it was recently...that was very much a symptom during and after detox....everythings magnified right now...remember that and 2moro is another day...let this go..u slipped..most have and keep moving forward

[Mikeinthesouth]

enemy I agree wholeheartidly and it is the truth for me at least that one is never ever enough. I cant even think about using with one and chances are high that it is that way for all addicts.

[kneipp22]

Thankyou confused456, please be careful in that tornado.

[confused456]

Well, I am sorry to hear that as I have been there. All I can say is that you have to want to help yourself before anyone else can help you. I apologize but I have to get off here as we have a tornado warning but I will be back asap.......you are more than welcome to write me a PM if you need to talk. Oh this weather is BADDDDDDDDDD!! Gotta go! Sorry and hope you feel better.

[kneipp22]

Oh man I have tried to talk and deal with issues for years now and never been able to help myself. I'm sick of counselling, too draining.Sorry for the negative attitude,just to hard.

[confused456]

I can relate and I know how hard it is. Try to think, "it can always be worse"...I know that doesn't always help but from the sounds of it, you need to talk about this stuff. Get tot he root of why you want pills to cover those emotions.

[kneipp22]

I find it very hard to think of good thoughts,I have just been to hurt in my life.

[confused456]

You have disappointed yourself, but don't beat yourself up, it will only make it worse!! Pick up and move on! Go forward and think good thoughts!!

[kneipp22]

Hope I havn't dissapointed anyone. Hell I've dissapointed myself. I could not stand the bad headache from the withdrawls.

[confused456]

You are NOT stupid!! We all have different things in our lives that make us crave. Just because you gave into temptation doesn't make you stupid! Lots have tried unsuccessfully. Thing that is important is that you posted and now pick up and continue to move forward!!!!!! Wishing you all the best!!

P.S...sometimes talking about "issues" in our lives helps, that is what I have have a hard time with, opening up. I feel like a burden so if this is the case for you, please know you can message me anytime if you just need to talk or vent!

[enemy48]

I keep reading what you wrote.  It's an attention grabber.

You said to yourself:  Just one last one.

But your post starts out saying you gave in and took tablets....the (s)!

What's the saying I see here all the time?

One is never enough?

[Mikeinthesouth]

drop it while its hot and wehile you can... Mike