My god.

[wtf1213]

I am in a mess here. Started taking pain medication for legit pain. Now if I dont have them I cant think straight. My stomache hurts.. I wake up in a complete panic at the thought of getting through the day. Im a mother..and a disgrace. My father was an addict..clean for many years. He died of cancer a few months ago..i would do anything to have him here to help me as he would know exactly how I feel.Nobody knows of my troubles. I am suffering in silence..and bad. First day with no vicodin today. Im freezing and aching for my Dad even more..i was taking about 5  7.5.a day.

[bama88]

Just start a new question. Why worry about deleting? People read old threads. It will help a newbie or someone just reading. You cant delete. Its the way the forum is set up.

[wtf1213]

Thanks Deb..so thats odd that I cant delete a post..can one of the moderators explain this tp me?

[atthebeach]

No hun it won't delete. Just start a new one. You can have multiple threads. Many people start new ones as time goes on with additional questions. Also sometimes when they get to long. Post a new question. I will look for it.
So glad you are feeling better physically. That's great. Proud of you.

[wtf1213]

If I start a new question will the old one automatically delete? Im feeling like crap.definately not as bad.mostly mental stuff now. Im sorry your going through a rough patch. You are strong and can do this. Ill b rhinking of you! Hugs...

[bama88]

Cant delete the post. Just start a new question. Its simple. Get back.to all.forums pick substance addiction. And just start over. How are you today? Im off to.rehab detox whatever. I feel.a huge relapse coming on. And im back to square one after stopping my demerol. So im.checking in. I dont want to be sick anymore.

[wtf1213]

Dont know why that posted twice..my bad.