My god.

[wtf1213]

I am in a mess here. Started taking pain medication for legit pain. Now if I dont have them I cant think straight. My stomache hurts.. I wake up in a complete panic at the thought of getting through the day. Im a mother..and a disgrace. My father was an addict..clean for many years. He died of cancer a few months ago..i would do anything to have him here to help me as he would know exactly how I feel.Nobody knows of my troubles. I am suffering in silence..and bad. First day with no vicodin today. Im freezing and aching for my Dad even more..i was taking about 5  7.5.a day.

[wtf1213]

My son is feeling better..thank you. Most of my physical symptoms are gone thank god! Still having major anxiety though. I have an appointment with a therapist next week to start one on one. However I have a question. If I would want to delete this post and start a new one how would I go about that? I have made a srong mental note of all the information here . I know I need some major help but feel I have the right to do it anonomously..know I spelled that wrong. I tried to inbox gnarly to ask but it wouldnt go through. I DEFINETLY want to start a new thread with maybe less bloody informstion. Thanks guys! I know I have a longjourney ahead and need this page.

[wtf1213]

My son is feeling better..thank you. Most of my physical symptoms are gone thank god! Still having major anxiety though. I have an appointment with a therapist next week to start one on one. However I have a question. If I would want to delete this post and start a new one how would I go about that? I have made a srong mental note of all the information here . I know I need some major help but feel I have the right to do it anonomously..know I spelled that wrong. I tried to inbox gnarly to ask but it wouldnt go through. I DEFINETLY want to start a new thread with maybe less bloody informstion. Thanks guys! I know I have a longjourney ahead and need this page.

[atthebeach]

i hope and pray you and your son are feeling better.
have a happy,healthy,blessed and sober new year.
hugs
debbie

[gnarly_1]

how your son.....ive raised 5 and right now got sick grand babys the 2yr old got into the frig and drank 3/4 of the bottle of pink medicine!!!! poison control said theirs nothing to worrie about but what a scare its always something you got to get use to it its the way life goes my counselor says there are no big deals......there cant be you have to keep stress to a manageable level hang in there I will pray for your family.....Gnarly

[wtf1213]

Thanks lulu!

[lulu747]

I'm sorry you're still suffering doll-hang in there...It gets better every day...And it's a New Year...Sending you happy thoughts and prayers....Lu