Oxycontin abuse

[skiddy666]

how long dose a 40mg a day oxy withdrawl last? I got a free bottle of of 20s and began working my way up my first day without them I started getting runny nose yawning depressd unexplanible irritation through my whole body and very little sleep last night I feel just really horible...

[skiddy666]

thank you all

[ochooked]

You are one very lucky and/or blessed person - -- There are very very few who go as far as you have without going further - - ---  Almost all of us wish we would have listened to someone or gotten smarter faster than we did so we didn't have to hit the bottom so hard - - some even harder than others.   I wish you well - - you sound like you will go far.  Best to you.  Ochealed

[Dezdon]

Dont you just hate the "yawns". If there is one thing that makes me take a pill sooner then I am supposed to ..its the damn yawns.
peace
-Dez

[jerrip]

I agree with gizzy  talk to the dr about the depresion.      

[gizzy32]

that is great to hear. i think everyone has given you some great advice today and i do believe by mentioning the depression to your doctor would be VERY beneficial to you. good luck

[skiddy666]

im going to a doctor in august I'll talk then

[skiddy666]

very sorry to hear about your daughter I'll take your advice ty

[jerrip]

I'm not withdrawing from oxy....but from dilaudid.  I am about 6 or 8 days in.  I got cramps, diarreah, threw up, achy muscles and the worst was the way I was shaking.  ALeve works for pain, immodium for the stomach....what helped me the most on my very worst days (3-5>) was just to talk  at this forum....people here have all gone thru it....Just hold on.....I am a fat 65 year old grandmother with all kinds of medical problems.....you are a strong young man....Just grit your teeth and thank God you will will not die from an OD.   Love  Jerrri

[gizzy32]

hey skiddy, is it possible for you to get to a doctor to talk to him about depression. it seems that depression and addiction coincide with each other and if you fixed the one problem, then maybe both could be fixed. just a thought, but nobody should have to suffer with depression, there are things that can be done for it.

[jerrip]

my daughter started on oxys....when she couldn't afford them she went to heroin and cocain.  She got a "good" batch shot them both up and died of an overdose.....Please stop.....Love  Jerri

[skiddy666]

started getting stomach cramps about an hour ago 2

[skiddy666]

yeah I use to be the most energetic person always causin trouble depresion runs I. The family and I cant remember the last time I laughed sober..

[twolve]

Why is that man? You seem like a real interesting person in my opinion..drugs mess with your brain..you gotta get used to feeling happy sober again..do you remember enjoying life before drugs?

[skiddy666]

I don't like looking in the mirror period I have nothing but bad things to say about myself I have low self esteem and I have bad depresion

[twolve]

I would have to say that every single person on here is a good liar..when your addicted to something you can lie your way seemingly anywhere. i told soo many lies when i was buying pills and sometimes i will still catch myself like bending the truth about where im going to my parents and i catch myself and im just like why am i lying when i have nothing to hide anymore? anyway when your clean and you finally have a clear mind you feel a lot better about yourself. you can wake up, look in the mirror, and respect the person staring back at you..i dont know about you..but when i was snorting oxys i didnt like looking in the mirror

[skiddy666]

ya im a good lier :(  not a good quality

[twolve]

And the truth comes out my friend..i was gonna ask you to tell me about the individual that gives away oxys because those two things don't usually go hand-in-hand..you must be a pretty bright kid to convince your mom your having w/ds from weed haha..you need to just pick something you love to do and go for it while your still as young as you are..no need to be wasting days getting messed up during the easiest years of your life..until you go to college that is.

[skiddy666]

They wernt giving to me I recently went to see my grandpa out of town and my grandma had breast cancer before she died my grandpa had no use or idea I actually stole them

[twolve]

brother you'd be doing 80 mgs pretty soon if you didn't quit..and thats a fact.

[skiddy666]

I cant imagin if I was doing 80s i don't think I'll be doing Oxys any more there fun but withdrawls are horible

[gizzy32]

ya know what would be even cooler, is getting off everything, getting a hot chick, having some cool things, like whatever you like to do and live a great life. man, for awhile i thought drugs were cool too, they made me feel great, but like you said the weed does nothing now, and that's what happens with other drugs. after a short time the fun wears off and by that time your addicted and can't stop. life becomes hell and if your lucky enough to live through it, it's a tough road to recovery. ask anyone here and they will tell you what a mistake it was to use. stop now, because i promise you it's not worth it. im so happy to see you post and talking about this. please trust me on this, it's not a cool life. im rooting for ya man.

[twolve]

Yeah man It's probably not fully registering what we are saying unless you really want to quit, but don't go back man. Believe me I fully admit I would love to have that feeling one more time but I know the baggage that comes with it and I don't want that. I can honestly say I now that I beat the w/ds I am just going to avoid them at all costs. Luckily for me the people around me don't use so its not hard for me to avoid them as long as i make a conscious effort. If i ever have surgery again or something that requires i take something i will take as small an amount as possible and toss the rest..its just not worth having something run your life..this is neither here nor there but who the heck was willing to give up 90 free OC's?

[cathy5841]

stop looking and just go clean. its a much better life for you.  or you can remain addicted and at 47 wake up and think where the hell has my life gone....please stop now!

[skiddy666]

yeah I was looking for something stronger after smoking weed several times a day for a year it dose pretty much nothin now and when I got a bunch of free oxys about 90 at first. I though it would be cool to have an oxycontin addiction one of my Heros nikki sixx was addicted to heroin for years so thats pretty much it