Hi Hun,
You posted a few days ago and said you had started the withdrawal already so I am a bit confused. Here is the post just so you know why I am saying this:
http://www.medhelp.org/posts/Addiction-Substance-Abuse/I-really-messed-up/show/1474639?personal_page_id=258323#post_6705553
So I guess I am asking---did you start the withdrawal process yet? Okay, well either way---40 mgs a day is not that high of a dose compared to some and it doesn't seem that you have been on them long. I don't think you will notice much difference in the way of withdrawal. It should not be extreme really. So if you haven't started it, I suggest you do so. the longer you stay on, the worse it gets. And---just for reference, the more you detox and go back, and detox and go back, the harder it becomes. It takes a toll on you mentally and physically.
Let us know what is going on.
BTW, don't mind me. I have been sitting here for a while today which I haven't done in some time and I think I am getting computer screen silly! LOL