How is everyone?

[Missshawn]

It's been a while,but I love to check in. It was 528 ago when I put that last pill in my mouth. When I was done,I was done.. It was all so mental for me. The withdraws wasn't fun,but not unbearable. It was totally worth it. I wouldn't wanna do it again, so that's why I scared of meds. I use kid liquid Motrin, Benadryl & Claritin. Be strong you can do this

[Missshawn]

Im so sorry I didn't respond to this.. I wish there was an alert. I have anxiety attacks looking at pills. I use kid Motrin kid allergy meds.. I fear pills.. My daughter had a tooth pull, poor child I cut her pills in half. I did not allow her to take more than 4. I never got rid of my pills. I sat them on a shelf & said you will not control me. They sat there for 8 months maybe.  My pain is still there, but it was there when I took the meds.  I'm no longer tied down, I'm free.. I don't  have to schedule my events around pill taking time... The thoughts can creep you from time to time.. Take  just 1.. 1 will turn into 10/20/ 30 more pills. No thank you!!

[Dimmai]

I stopped once for two years. Then I started again. I wish I had written myself a letter to remind me of how good I felt without opiates but I never thought I would need it. I've been using for about a year this time and while I vaguely remember it was good, the addict inside keeps telling me to keep using. I wondered, if you have time, could you write a few words of how it feels to be opiate free?

[spider6]

Don't know you but awesome to hear of your success. Congrats!

[Missshawn]

Thanks

[dominosarah]

Congrats on all that clean time!!!  Nice to see you checking in~