Thankyou to all my support..heres something to ponder..

[sadinmichigan]

Thankyou to all my wonderful friends here and to the people i have yet to know..I appreciate your kind and truthful words..I just want to say..Too the many that have been in my postion before and took a few pills during all the days that they have been clean- get back up brush your a$$ off..I am not beating myself up anymore..I realized something that really put a new light on it ,for me anyway..I would have taken already in 50 something days clean, upwards of 700 PILLS..That is crazy to me..but true..so no..I will not be too hard on myself and i am back in the saddle..Thankyou to my friend who bs'd with me on the phone for a good long time today..your a sweetheart..(not a stalker..lol) anyway..I have to get on with things and i will..How can I not. I have all the support in the world here and have met wonderful people..it did scare me and pi$$ me off that i let this thing with the old man get to me..OUT OF EVERYTHING!!! I won't let this life take me down..there will always be something and that I let that be an excuse did upset me..I made a mistake and i will learn from it..i am trying hard not to drink..can't promise i won't have a few here and there but I am going to be ok...i know i have a rough road ahead but I have so much support i think i will be ok..Thankyou Thankyou and Thankyou all again..much love to you all..

[allaboutmary]

I am so freaking happy for you !   I hope this is just the first of many good things coming your way. Hugs,  Mary

[sadinmichigan]

thankyou- sorry you keep missing it all..lol And your right..thankGOD..I'll pm you today..

Firefaery- thankyou so much..She is definately safe ..i don't know about ok..She is badly beaten up right now (physically)..But she will be ok..She is like her momma..lol thankyou for your care.

GTMI- i knew you could hear me..lol  
wait2long- i will be writing you a loooong pm today..lol Thankyou so much my friend..i love you to pieces,,xoxoxox

[Firefaery1023]

How is your daughter doing?
Also congratulations on not beating yourself up anymore.  You are doing good and should be really proud of yourself for attempting this journey.  It is a tough one and you are doing good and working at it.

[lifesaride]

I find it amazing that this is even happining, specially now, thank GOD your head is clear enough to handle all this. I guess your ride on the ridgid is gonna last a lil longer than expected. Thinking of you Lisa. And know your family will be ok. Teddy

[GoingToMakeIt]

Yes be careful. Pray for wisdom.
And yes, I did hear the joyous screams from hear. LOL

[Mikeinthesouth]

glad to hear she called you and is away from him. She is away isn't she?