please help drug abuse need help

[daysofourlives]

hi..im new to this..i have been taking oxycodone and 10 mg vicodine for about 5 months and i keep trying to get off i go off for like 3 days and go right back somebody please help..i have a 3 year old and i feel like im not paying him any attention when im on then and when i stop i play with him so much..how do i stay away from then everybody always asks me to get them for them wht do i say..and im on day 3 today and i think i feel ok..accept at night..is it gonna get better from here..i still feel tired and i have a headache..but how long will it last and..will i even feel normal again last time i got ooff of them i did see i big dif but hwat do i do to stop the craving??i think its more of i wantt hhis feling to go away..but my whole thing with my son really bothers me a lot:(but when will this end..please helpi dont wann atke these things anymore,,and i owe someone money and i told her i would get her pills for it cuz if i get her the pills ill save a alot of instaed of giving  her her money back..should i explain my situation to her..i need help please tell me and help me to stay off theses things,please please
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[lifesaride]

your gonna feel better any minute now. just stick around the forum, get chatting with some peoplle here and youll stay away from them. as fare as the debt you owe. just get finished with that and clean up your son needs ya.Teddy

[LoveMyKids1]

First off, welcome- you will find excellent help and support here.  It sounds like your withdrawl symptoms are pretty mild if you are still able to play w/ your 3yro while not on them.  I have 4 kids my self, oldest is 10 and youngest is 1yrs old so I can totally relate on feeling that your kids deserve better.  The one thing that scares me is your circle of friends... people asking you to get pills, paying back a loan with pills..... all of that sounds pretty destructive and would be hard for anyone to quit with that type of influence around....not judging.  It sounds like your will is there but your challenge is going to be the company you are keeping.  Is getting away or distancing yourself from them an option?  It seems like there is potential for a vicious circle to happen here.  You came to the right place for support- I have not been a member long but in the short time I have been reading and posting I have gotten a wealth of knowledge and support.  GL to you!