There are a million guys that would love to have a wife like you. I was one of them, even after being married, whole other story. Love your baby, she is a precious gift, my boys are 20 and 24, it seems like only yesterday they were small and I was taking them horsie back rides around the living room. Take care of yourself and being sweet and loving to him.
oh..also..i took an ambien last night because i was laying there forever anxious that he was leaving this morning. every time i'd look at the clock i'd think..."6 hours till he leaves....5.5 hours till he leaves, 4 hours till he leaves, 3 hours till he leaves,,,,finally i took an ambien and now i feel like ****. I can't believe it's supposed to help people sleep. it just made me confused and gave me a huge headache...ughhh...geeze britney why don't you cry another river....sigh
thanks....i'm just too depressed to do anything right now. I've become so dependant on him it seems like. i hate it. He doesn't want me to work until our baby is older. there's too much snow on the ground for me to even attempt to drive anywhere or else i'd get out of the house and go anywhere. Even to a mall and people watch all the happy couples. So i've been cleaning out my drawers and organizing jewlery. tried to print off my taxes but the scanner is out of ink and i can't figure out where the new one go's. i know...sad. lol..i just put my daughter down for a nap. i feel like just sitting here...i'm such a sad case..usually i'd clean and cook and look cute so that when my sweetie came home it was something to look forward to. who am i gonna do that for now?
Welcome to the forum...others have given you a lot of good ideas..i too stayed home w/ my babies and hubby was out of town all week....i made friends w/ moms of babies ..a lot of churches have something called MOPS (mothers of preschoolers). It is a national organization...check it out, see if they have it in your area..it's a great way to meet other moms....Good luck.
you are going to need support druning this time ,so you know med help has cancer fourms ,i would check them out I am sure there are many that know what you are going threw