am im suffering from withdrawl

[SHEROC76]

hello,
i had 2 wisdom teeth pulled about 3 or 4 weeks ago, and i was perscribed ibprofen, which didnt seem to take the pain away, so my dentist perscribed me some xtra strenth tylenol which dis nothing, and refused to perscribe me anything else. so i was forced to call people i knew who had pain meds, well i got a hold to some vicodin, and the pain instantly stop, so i started buying them from people who ever had them it went from 2 aday to like 4 or maybe 6. i was also goin g thru a break up with from 19 years and so the pain was intensified.so i was takin the pills even after the physical pain stopped, and i was calling to have more pills before the last of what i had - had ran out, and i have neglected my duties in church from 5 to 6 days a week, i went none, i blocked off my best friend , all i wanted was to sleep and not think about my emotional pain, but mind u i have a 3 year old and a 13 year old and im 33 yars old, so i had to stop but i didnt have the strength, so yesterday i woke up and got me and the kids dressed and off to church we went, and one of the evvangelist came up to me after church and she said "is everything ok with you"  i said yes, then all of a sudden she said" what have u been taking" she says the Lord told her i had been taking something, and being that i hadn't had any pills since friday night and  by the looks of me you couldnt tell it wasnt like i had a drugged up look. anyhow, i confessed to her that i was taking vicodin, and she prayed over me, then she told me to flush th remainder of my pills down the toilet once i get home, so i was obedient and flushed them soon as i got home, but since saturday morning i have been havin migraine headaches and all i keep thinking about is more vicodin, but im so scared because im still emotionally hurt but these headaches wont quit, is this withdrawl? what should i do.

[SHEROC76]

thank u all so much for your concern, its times like these when i need the support of others, my heart is so broken, thats probably why my head hurts so much because i cant stop thinking about the last 19 years. it hurt so much to have loved a person and bared his children and for him to have a long lasting affair that i never seen signs too. but i will try advil, and see what that does for me again thank you all so much, for i have 2 children, that needs me and i cant fall into depression its just thats sometimes the the choice on wheter i fall in depression or not dont seem to be up to me. i just really appreciate this web site, for it might have just saved my life and the life of my children, i love you all very much and thanxx again.

[cathy5841]

for your headaches you can try ecedrin migrain they are the only thing that worked for me...good luck and stay strong...

[worried878]

health pages have lots of great info..aminos can help with how u feel..exercise helps too....quit the pills while it is easy to quit..cos it doesnt get any better..just worse

[hrsebz]

The lord works in mysterous ways hallaluya!(sp) Try advil like four of them for your head and you should look into the health pages for amino acids get some 5htp and sam-e for your emotions they should help.You will get thru this if nothing else do it for your kids.Keep posting that will help also yo will get great support here.

[mojorisin64]

definitley divine intervention there,will otc like advil help with your headaches? the vicodin will trick you into feeling like everything is ok,but it just gets worse and worse as far as how many you will need to feel good...the good thing is you havent been taking them for years so you should be able to kick this,maybe tell your dr about your headaches and get something non-narcotic to help you...take care of yourself and take vitamins...i never had headaches when i went thru wds,but i had all the other physical issues..sweating,bathroom time etc....let us know how you are doing..