i did it a few weeks ago...took them after a neck procedure for 4 days and could tell i was right back on the wrong path...go into the bathroom and flush them ....go....say your favorite prayer and go do it
if you will flush them you will be telling your addiction you are done. it will give you the power you are looking for. you should be close to being over the hardest part of your w/ds if you have been off since sunday. you really dont want to have to go through that again, now do ya?
you guys are so right.
The demon in me wants to keep just a few. Worried did you flush them after 4 days? Did you get withdrawals from those 4 days?
ok I flushed 5, 13 to go...
I don't mean to be a drama queen here but I'm having a hard time just dumping all of them. They've always been so dang hard to get. stupid, addict reasoning I know...
i get that...why do we always want to "just keep a few" all the time....is it in case of emergency? if we get a toothache in the middle of the night and can't stand the pain? is it just for mental well-being? why do we always feel that way? i don't think we can have it that way and stay clean....it's the nature of the beast....they're there, we'll find a reason to eventually take them....don't ask me why....don't know....if you've been off since Sunday, the congratulations to you! that's awesome...way to go....keep on goin'....you've come far in 5 days or so....those are the worst 5 days....you did it already....way to go...just keep it up and you'll be great
thank you kimmie, cathy and worried...you all have no idea how much this helps. I don't think I could have dumped even one if I hadn't logged on here.