day 5 nervous for the future

[kme17]

I am feeling pretty good today. I didnt think i would feel this optimistic.. i actually feel like i can head to work tomorrow and just do it. I sure know the cravings will set in soon. I worry i wont handle it very well. But i will be here and hope you can all talk me out of it like you did yesterday. And if i dont post. I have turn to the other side and maybe i will shamfully crawl back for round 500.  Need toms of prayers for this week ahead! Thanks again everyone!

[kme17]

Thanks you Janice. And good luck to u too. Tramadol is no jk from what i hear. I took it and abused an rx once. But my friend who was on the too had a seizure and flipped my out. So i went Back to pounding the pavement looking foe a doc to hook it up. Sure as $hit i got in a pm office. Opana its was all down from there!

[janice25]

Congradulations! I just finished tapering from tramadol. I tried ct and freaked out. Everyone is differant but I'm glad your taperi ng. Hang in there it gets better.

[janice25]

Your awesom! You have been given another chance to make things right.If you have any doubt hugs to your little girl:)

[kme17]

Hang in there. Its now or never

[fent_ct_or_die]

i cut mine open too!! all the friggin time!! i feel you... its a mess

[kme17]

Yep. I done the fent patches. But i was an idiot and cut it open to eat the gel .. u my man have got this ****! I know u been to hell. Stay strong. If i am pulling for one more then the other it YOU! Be proud . My husband can control his pill intake. Only on fri. Hes a light weight too.. i was taking by the end like 30 10s .. on a good money day. I would take 10 to 15 at once. Unfort. The moeny and debt started showing n it was time. Amoung so many other reasons. Keep in touch . You are an inspiration