day 5 nervous for the future

[kme17]

I am feeling pretty good today. I didnt think i would feel this optimistic.. i actually feel like i can head to work tomorrow and just do it. I sure know the cravings will set in soon. I worry i wont handle it very well. But i will be here and hope you can all talk me out of it like you did yesterday. And if i dont post. I have turn to the other side and maybe i will shamfully crawl back for round 500.  Need toms of prayers for this week ahead! Thanks again everyone!

[kme17]

Thanks dixi. I am going to live this up cause i know at ne time it will all turn around on me

[Dixiechick72]

Hey there!!! Congrats day 5!!! That was my best day after a few days of hell.  But u made it this far. So proud of u. Yes u should be happy. Remember and love this moment ok!!!  Good job

[kme17]

God i feel so great today. I want to scream it from the roof! I danced w my lil girk today. I made her laugh again. She looked in my eye w a look of oh hey mommy where have u been.  It feels so good . I could cry right now. I m on a natural high n i dont want to come down. I want to live in day 5 forever!

[kme17]

Thanks

[Elmijack15]

Glad you got some sleep, and the baby will be fine, hang in there you're doing awesome!! Hugs

[kme17]

I am confident you all know what your talking about. I am not thinking about tomorrow. Today is today and i am thinking n feeling in today. Dont know what tomorrow will bring. I did get some sleep. Its was few hrs then toss for a bit then a few more hours. I have a 11 month old, she usually sleeps thru the night. But the last 2 days she has been wide awake at 1 an 2 am. Not wanting to go back to sleep. She slept in our bed lastnight. My husband tried 2 diff times to put her in her crib and she wasnt having it. I been locked upstairs and she knows it. I hear her yelling mom mom moommm .. it breaks my heart but i knew i had no choice. I wonder if she feels something. Or just wants to be near me n night is the only time she knows how. I have been told my a few diff docs she is very advance for 11 months so i wouldnt be suprised if she made this a plan before she went to bed . Haha thanks yor everyone! And congrats to you all  too !!