how long can i go

[piccolos]

So its day 3 of no Vicodin ...I feel good...I have been num for 2 years on these pills. Feels good just 2 feel. I don't know how long I can go without needing 2 escape realty but I want 2 stay clean...

[piccolos]

Ty I feel u. Its so hard for me 2 start feeling all these things. I just can't c how live with out geting high. I went from weed 2 coke & then pills I'm 26 I have been clean for about 10 years. I have done NA & AA.  When I had 2 "get clean" for work but I never really gave it my all idk I think I might go 2 one but not yet..its day 4...one day at a time right

[thisnewday]

I am with you.  And I know many other on this form are also.  Today is day 9 for me off about 14+ 10/325 nor's per day.  I had a really rough 3 days of w/d's but I am doing it.  Anxiety has started for me so tonight I will attend my first NA meeting.  Hang in there.  I once read that each minute you push through it is 1 minute less you will be in this crazy cycle.