I agree with dove, u should be good by friday...Please don't get anymore...The next w/d's is going to be worst...The more time you are on them the worst it gets...
stay strong
take lots of hot baths at night...you are almost through the phsical part...just be sure to watch out for the mental part....
Keep posting....
r2r
The withdrawals get better everyday just stick with it. When you can't sleep don't just lay in bed. Get up and do something. I cleaned thing that I hadn't cleaned in years. Use the nervous energy to your advantage and then hopefully you will wear yourself out and be able to get some sleep. You may not have wanted to go through withdrawals but it is good for you. The pain pills are poison.
I understand how you feel. I'm 51 and I also think I'm to old to be going thru this too. We also have in common the same drug of choice. I have been clean for almost a month. I took alot of valium and that helped greatly. 10 months is not a long time compared to most so that is good news. I think you will be feeling much better by friday. I found it was hard to do but not as hard as I thought it was going to be.
Dove