doctor visit for help

[hydrochic]

ok been here before ....  was taking lots of hydros or lortabs 7.5's or morphine whatever i could get  like 15 a day at my highest then 2-3 months ago introduced to mr oxy "ROXY" anyways learned from a friend if i snort i can save more money and then i'm not buying pills sooooooo many of them  ...  so been snorting like i said 3-4 a day ( I CAN SEE MORE TROUBLE I LIKE THE PREPARATION AND SNORTING ..<< me someone who looks normal and here i am hooked for 10 yrs to drugs. i feel like white trash and my doctor made me feel worse no encouragement.. anyway, it is cheaper than buying a million pills, but i take just to keep me straight no withdrawals  and price and tolerance will be getting 10 x's worse  ...i wanted help (REALLY) i had a physical today so i thought well here goes ... embarrassing as hell but told him and he said u cant get off oxy i said but just 2-3 months since i started on those from the swollowing ones ... and i have been reading books forums etc and asked him about clondine.  i wished i never told him ok he just wanted me to go away and suggestd 30- 90 day rehab GOD i wish i could and keep my life my family my house my job, but i just want a little comfort i know i have to pay the price ...  he wrote some kind of bloodpressure pill he said golfer's use to keep hands steady i dropped it off at pharmacy so i can think maybe indor? something and ultram because he said they were not addicting lol from what i read on here they are  .... will that help is there anyone close in the way they abused to offer advise i am off for 4 days for thanksgivng, but also BIG FAMILY dinners THURS and FRI ...

I came clean to dr thought he might help because i have never got a single narcotic from him i just get off the streets..  he said 2-3 months snorting oxy my chanced were not good to get off WHAT i read people do it everyday from things that i have read on here on and off for 3 years harder drugs or more than me ...  my doctor has me feeling down.  i snorted a pink 20 oxy this morning was hoping for the last time  but my prescript will not be ready for awhile so was getting chills sweats nauses.. went by got me another fixing to fix so i can pull it together...  i am sorry  this does not make sense what i wrote i am rushing and i am nervous and dont want to write a book ... i am 33 yr female  if anyone can make sense of this garbage please talk to me somehow i need you

[worried878]

the bp med he wrote for u will help...stopping any more refills or suppliers will also help/tremendously..is a must....just gotta go thru the few days of feeling bad..to get to cleandom..if u dont u will live in he!! the rest of ur life...really not a choice and it is not impossible nor that unreachable of a goal to quit at the dose u were snorting...have u read the thomas recipe...fill the bp med anc check ur bp before taking..if it is low like under 100 on the top then refrain..usually in wds ur bp will rise tho...put all the balls in ur court and go for it..lots of support here

[steveo30]

it sounds like you and hubby are doing better than i thought could be possible.do you contribute alot of the success to clonodine.i heard its great for the heart pounding. will my primary prescribe this to me

[TRMs_wife]

the blood pressure meds is probably the clonidne. my dr. gave me the patch, catpress patch and that helped a ton. you can do it........ if YOU want to. the tough thing is going to be the fact that you seem to be able to easily get them off the street, so it's not like your dr cut you off and you can't get anymore and have to find a way. you know where to go and you'll have to avoid that. you should do what he said because those meds should help and maybe try NA or something? everyone reccomends the amino acid protocol and thomas recipe that are on the bottom right of the page. but just hang it there. I am 6 days clean from a 10-15/day Norco (10/325) habit. My hubby is on day 10 and he says he feels great! jsut hang in and you can do it. come back here for support.  and at the end of the day if you don't feel you're getting helped, go to a different doctor that maybe can help you better and make you feel better.