Alright, i have been feeling like this ever since i was about 14 or 15, and i am now 25. It's hard to explain specifically, but i feel like im in a dream like state. It's like im half asleep and my vision is weird, i can't concentrate, it's like i can't focus properly. This makes me feel lonely and depressed even though i live in a house that is full. And it seems like when I drink alcohol, two days later ill feel worse. All i know is that alcohol makes it worse but ill feel better in about a week and a half. I dont know what caused me to feel like this in the first place, maybe i hit my head as a child but i just want to know if there are any others out there who feel like this and if there is a cure? Thanks.