I have had severe problems during the summer. I usually feel like im on a roller coaster and i want off the ride. Like im gonna faint and sometimes it will come suddenly unexpected, sometimes it slowly builds up and boom. I have taken imipramine for depression, celexa but i had to get off celexa because it made me feel uneasy and did not help me. IT always happens more in hot weather to me or in long car rides. I take meds where sensitivity to light but i panic a lot. It tends to happen when im around people and it scares me. I get back aches, headaches, feel like i have a bump in my throat, first thoughts i get are: am i having a heart attack or am i choking or do i have cancer in the throat or is something inside my esophogus. its horrible!!! I tried celexa, zoloft, you name it. I am also ADHD....And when i was on adderall i never had this problem. I actually had more of a life and it didn't have bad side effects. However, it started in 2006, one summer i would rarely eat because it feels like my throat can not swallow my food. This has happened more since i had my teeth taken out. I am afraid i wont be able to chew so i end up feeling like i am choking. I have been told i have acid reflux, anxiety, depression, adhd. But its so hard to live this way. I feel like im gonna die when i go into this panic. Sometimes even just a little bit of indigestion sends me into a panic thinking im dying. I dont know what to do and would like to talk to someone who could help me.. It feels like my chest is gonna either explode or im gonna faint and drop dead. I also have family that think im faking it. My mom suffers from it, my grandma has been on aprazalam and it seems to work for them. I was wondering what i should do. I don't know what to do any more to get back on track. Tried kolonopin, did not work. Also, in 2003, i had surgery on my teeth....and since then it got worse. I Know when i was pregnant and stopped smoking, the symptoms were not as bad but i still panicked...but i started again and got worse again. Was wondering if smoking makes anxiety worse. I have tried to quit then i get fits......Is there any good way to figure out anxiety. I don't know...ive had a few fits where i felt i was gonna die right there. Only 3 severe ones. Sometimes i wonder if i have asthma because i start having these attacks. I don't know. But then everything is ok. I have a hard time getting to sleep, thats for sure. Thats a big problem. Also my dad died at 42 from a heart attack suddenly, and i always worry im gonna die the same way....he smoked a lot. So i know i need to quit. I would just like some answers as ive gone to er, they said my heart was fine. I have had tests.....i don't have high blood pressure except when i was pregnant, so i don't know what this is.....my grandma had to get her esphogus stretched and im scared i may have to too.....or is it a thyroid? see, i think i have everything wrong with me....its hard to live life when i don't know how to...also have bad allergies like phlem, headaches, stuffed nose.....any ways, a lot of things that i worry about.